you join a call with a bunch of your guy friends on discord. You're mainly silent because there's one kid in the call who loves to server mute you. Everything in the call is going just fine. You make dinner on the call, you eat said dinner on the call. You've been on the call for almost an hour and a half at this point just listening to your friends speak.
Finally you go up to your room and decide to fold the pile of clean clothes your parents threw on your bed.
Then you decide to make your bed.
Still listening to the conversation playing in your right ear bud. You hear a name of someone you don't like. At this point you can't react. Cringe is overflowing and before you know it you audibly gag. Bad idea.
A few minutes later you get server muted after talking about why this special someone isn't so special.
Oh my god.
He likes her.
I'm such a bad person.
How could I do this to someone.
"you're scum"
"you're a straight up bitch"
am I?
Please tell me i'm not.
I will change anything.
Just for you to be my friend.
You can't hurt me like this please.
I want to cry now.
So I left the call and texted my group chat of girls.
I'm a horrible person.
I do this to myself.
I'm so fucking inconsiderate.
I need everyone to like me.
Especially him.
Especially someone who I respect.
I need him as a friend.
Everyone fucking hates me. I'm worthless. I should just call my life to a fucking end because i'm so fucking humiliating it's not only hurting me but even the people around me.
You inconsiderate scum bag bitch.
