For directioner4life1430
WARNING: MAY BE TRIGGERING!
It had been almost two months since Louis and Niall caught me self harming for the first time and since then things have been okay. Yeah I still got bullied but talking to my councellor and Louis and Niall, made things a lot easier. I hadn't stood up for myself yet and was simply ignoring them, it was really hard, and the temptation to self harm got really bad at times, but thanks to my counsellor giving me coping strategies, I was able to distract myself.
I was walking home from school when the usual squad came up behind me and started chanting things, it didn't make me sad anymore, just mad, because what right do they have to make someone feel bad about theirselves, they didn't.
I could feel myself getting more and more mad, like a pot of boiling water about to boil over. They kept chanting and chanting until something snapped in me, I turned around and found the main girl. walked straight up to her and slapped her around her mouth and pushed her backwards, she was that stunned by what had happened and so was I. Her friends were so busy fussing over her that they didn't notice me leave. As I continued to walk home the adrenaline and pride was coursing through my body, and I was so happy if finally stood up for myself.
When I got home I told Louis and Niall and they were proud of me too, not so much the hitting part but glad I stood up for myself. The next day at school was easy, nobody said anything and it was pure bliss, I just hoped it would stay that way.
I hope you like :))
