Losing Control (Side Au Angst)

Chapter 3

Roman's pov: Something is wrong with Virgil. They have been having many painc attacks and their eyes were flashing purple to black over and over again. They also barly leaves their room any more. "Sides meeting! Every one but Virgil come!" I yelled. Patton and Janus came first. Then came Logan and Remus. "Virgil has been having many painc attack latly, and every one that has helped them has seen that their eyes were flash purple and black.", I started. "Yea, I saw it while we were camping it happened.", Patton added. I started fidgeting with my hands."I think they is losing control.", I say worried for him. Every one's eyes went wide when they heard what I said. "N-no.", Patton said with tears in his eyes.

Patton's pov: When Roman said that they might be losing control, I stared to cry. "N-no.", tears in my eyes. "Liar!" I fall to the cold, hard ground crying. "Patton it's okay, we might be able to fix them. It will be okay.", Janus says, trying to comfort me. "N-no i-it's n-n-not. I-I c-could l-l-lose t-t-them.", I said sobbing. "Shhhhh it's okay patton.", Janus says huging me. Warm tears were running down my face as I tried to wipes them away. "I-its h-hard to b-breathe." I say beathing heavily. "Shhh, its okay Patton. Focus on breathing.", they said softly. I shut my eyes tightly. "I-i-i c-c-cant!" I cryed but it only made it worse. "Some one check on Virgil, the rest try to find what is happening.", Janus said while still trying to calm me down. Like I could believe that fricking liar Janus. "L-LIAR! A-ARE YOU E-EVER D-DO IS L-LIE", I screamed at Janus. Janus flinched back when I yelled at him. "Sorry, I didn't know.", Janus said holding back some tears. I immediately slaped my hand over my mouth."I-Im so s-sorry. I-I d-didn't mean t-that.", I said quickly. "No I understand you.", they says with a sad tone.

Roman's pov: Virgil was sleeping when I walk in, but I some how knew something was wrong. When I walk closer to them, they was shaking and crying in their sleep. "Virgil wake up.", I said shaking them lightly. They jolts awake and latches onto me crying. "Hey, its okay I here. No need to be scared.", I said calmly. I realize that their eyes were flashing ever faster. "Shit, its getting worse", I thought. "R-Roman is t-that y-you?", they mumbled. "Shh, its okay.", I say sofly rubbing their back. They whimpered when huged them. They huged me back tighter, and they started calming down after a while.

Janus's pov: As I walk back to my room, the things Patton said ran in my head like a broken record player. I couldn't get it out of my head. I was still holding back some tears, but when I shut my door, I didn't hold back crying. While I was sobing with my snake stuffie, I heard my door open then closed. I look up to see who it is, but it was too blurry to see. "Jan?", the figure ask in a  worried tone. "R-Remus?", I said still crying. "Wait-Are you fucking crying? Who the fuck hurt you? I need names rigt FUCKING now!", he said mad. "I-im fine", I lied. "Heh, liar. Somthing is wrong with you.", Remus said sitting on my bed next to me. I was trying to hold back my tears, but it was hard to. "J-just h-had a-a d-day.", I said trying really hard not to sob. Remus put his hand on my back, making me jump. "Dee tell me the truth right FUCKING NOW!", Remus yelled at me. "S-sorry", I said shaking and crying. Remus hug me. "Sorry Dee I got mad.", he said rubbing my back. At this point I couldn't hide the tears, and started to sob louder. "Shhhh, its okay Dee. What did he say?", he ask with an calm but super sad tone. "P-patton s-said t-that a-all I-i e-ever d-do is l-l-lie.", I mumbled softly. He looked at me and rubbed my back. "Don't listen to him please. He'll tell you fake things about you Dee. I dont want you to be too insecure about yourself.", he said with worry. I huged my snake tighter as I cried even more. I couldn't hide all my feelings anymore. "I-im *hic* s-sorry", I said sobbing in Remus's arms. "No need to be sorry Dee, its not your fault that he said that.", Remus says wiping my tears. I could barly breath at this point. "Breathe Dee, focus on breathing.", he says rubbing my back. I inhaled and exhaled for a few minutes. I was calming down a while later.

Remus's pov: I was still hugging Dee while they was calming down. I had to make sure he was really okay and was telling the turth. Dee was still hugging me tightly. "Dee, are you okay?", I ask them. They mumbled something that I couldn't hear. "Dee?", I ask worried. They just hugged me even more tightly. I could tell that he was still crying. "Hey, Dee its okay. Breath.", I said trying to calm them down. They started to calm down soon after. But for some reason their eyes flashed a light yellow.

Patton's pov: I still couldn't believe that I said that to Janus, but I still couldn't believe them. "Patton since everyone else is helping someone, its just you and me now." Logan said touching my shoulder. "What? Sorry I was zoned out." I apologized. He raised an eyebrow when I said that. "Is that so? Why are you acting odd?" He ask. "How is your day going Lo?", I asked dodging the question. "Patton, answer the question Now!", Logan said raising his voice. "NO!", I screamed and my eye quickly flashed a dark light blue. "Jeez, you didn't have to yell Patton. I was just asking", Logan said coving his ears his eyes closed. "Im so sorry Logan I didn't mean to yell.", I said realizing what I just said. When I looked at him, he looked a bit worried. "What Lo?", I asked confused. "Y-Your eyes.", he said scared. "What about them?". "They were flashing to a dark light blue.", he said sternly.

Virgil's pov: I could tell something was very wrong with me. I was more anxious than usual. "Whats wrong virge?", Roman whispered. I just hugged my spider stuffie tightly putting my face on it not wanting to talk to him. "I feel like shit right now.", I said. "How?", he asked. I tryed to talk but instead just mumbled. "Virgie? Are you okay?", he asked in worry. "N-No.", I finally got out. My eyes were closed really tightly. I could tell that his eyes were looking at me. He put his arms around me, making me jump. "Virgie, I'm here if you need help.", the prince said. "I'm just tired.", I lied and quickly laid down to sleep.