Losing Control (Side Au Angst)

Chaper 4

Roman's pov: Lately Thomas has been acting more edgy. He was making non kid friendly videos, which is really weird since this started after all the fighting. He also has been having painc attacks a lot. Virgil barely leaves their room now, Patton is being really negative and yells almost all of the time, Janus think that he is not good for Thomas any more. "Logan?", I asked to see if he was fine. "Im fine you buffoon" he said while rising up and holding a jar of Crofters. "Good, I need you hel-BANG!", I got cut off by a thud. "It came from Patton's room.", Logan said suprised. We knocked 3 times. Nothing. "Padre?", I asked. Still nothing. I grabed Logan by his legs and arms and threw him at the door. "FUCK YOU ROMAN!", he yelled when the went though the door. Right there in frount of us we see a hole created by...Patton! "What the hell is that padre?!", I yelled at Patton. Patton looked at me with a angry expression. "What do you want.", he mumbled, his glasses croked.

Janus's pov: I was on my bed still trying to calm down when I heard a loud bang. I jumped and saw a hole in the wall where patton's room was. My body was shaking even more after the bang. Calm down Janus, its okay, I thought to myself. As I hughed my snake tighter, my mind was clouded with thoughts like, They hate you. "Shut up...", I mumbled. All that did was make them louder. Nobody likes you. "SHUT THE FUCK UP!", I yelled. "I was not even talking dee.", Remus said sitting on the chair. "Are you okay, you look stressed", he said. My breathing got worse as I tryed to think of a lie.

Virgil's pov: I couldn't get to sleep. I was way too fucking anxious and stressed. All of a sudden I here screaming from Patton's room. Thing like "WHY ARE YOU PUNCHING HOLES IN THE FUCKING WALL PADRE!", was yelled. It was scary and loud. I clamped my hands aginst my ears trying to block out the yelling. "Hey, calm down kid, its okay.", a soft voice mumbles. I looked up to see a man with glasses, cartoon pins, and candy earings. "P-Picani?"

Dr. Picani's pov: I was not suprised to see Virgil curled up with their hands clamped against their ears. "Hey calm down kid, its okay.", I mumbled. They look up at me, muttered somthing and clamped their hands tighter. "Hey, can you hear me Virge?, I asked. They lifted up a finger. I hugged them and patted their back. "Hey can you see me.", I asked. They lifted a finger. They were whimpering softly. "Its alright kid.", I said trying to calm them down. They wanted to scream but all they did was open their mouth and let out a sob. "Shhhhhh, its okay, Im here for you virge.", I said. They lifted their head and put their head on my chest. I could hear the fighting. "L-loud.", they whimped. They looked scared. "Deep breaths kid.", I said. They soon fell limp in my arms. "Do you want me to put on some cartoons?", I asked. They nodded weakly. I turned on some cartoons and they fell asleep almost instantly.

Janus's pov:"Nothing is wrong Remus, I-Im just fine.", I finally mumbled out. He just looked at me with narrow eyes. "Ugh, Dee please tell me the truth.". My breathing got worse as he talked to me about my feelings. "R-Remus...", I mumbled shaking him lightly. "What do you need?", he ask. "Can't-can't b-breathe." I sputtered out as I put my knees up to my chest and close My eyes tightly.

Remus's pov: I looked up to see what they meant, and there they were in a ball, beathing heavily. Shit not this again. Their eyes met mine. Like last time, their eyes were light yellow. "Hey buddy its okay. Just breathe". They tried to gasp for air but all they could do is choke out a cough. I pull them into a hug and rubbed their back. My heart sank when they started to cry. "Hey, don't cry, its okay, Im here for you Dee.", I whispered. Their eyes were puffy and red as tears fell down them. "I-im s-s-sorry R-Remus.", they sobbed. "You dont need to be sorry Dee, this is not your fault.". As they gasped for air, I was rubbing their tears away. Their chest rose and fell quickly. Many tears fell down their face as they tried to gasp for air. "Dee, focus on breathing, breathe with me.". Dee and I breathed together until they was limp in my arms.

Logan's pov: If you woke up and you see a hole in the wall, Patton crying with a angry expression and Roman passed out on the floor you would be confused. Not me though, all I felt was loss of focus, frustration and a splitting headache. "Patton what is wrong with you?!", I yelled out, my eyes flashing a orange color. "What is wrong with you lo, your eyes changed colors." Patton said wiping his tears. " YOU CANT JUST GO PUNCHING HOLES IN THE WALL PAT!", I yelled. "SHUT UP LOGAN, THIS IS MY ROOM, I CAN DO WHAT I WANT TO DO!", Patton yelled back. I was about to yell back at him but I hear whimpering from the floor. I look down to see Roman curled up and whimpering softly. "Ro?", I asked in worry. When he looked at me his eye were glossy and red. "N-no, p-please s-stop.", he cryed softly. His nose was bleeding a lot. "Patton what did you do?!", I yelled sofly. He just looked at me. All of a sudden Roman started screaming loudly. "M-MAKE IT STOP, I-ITS H-HURTS!", Roman yelled in pain. I gently hug him, so I wont hurt him. "Hey, Roman are you okay?", I asked. His whole body was shaking as he cried, his eye liner running down his face. His eyes had a light blue glimmer to it. My eyes widen as I realized what patton did to the prince
"Patton, did you use your FUCKING POWERS ON ROMAN!", I yelled. Roman flinched when I yelled. P-please s-stop.". "Yea, so what, that is what he gets for trying to hurt me. He is just like Remus.", Patton said proud of himself. I wanted to say something I didn't want to yell again. Roman muttered something about his parents. "Patton, you need to fix him.", I mumbled. Patton laughed when I said that. "Logan, look what he gave me.", he said pointing to a bruise. "Patton, you have a small bruise, Roman has a bloody nose, and bruises all over him.", I say sternly. "Logan, trust me on this, I know what Im doing, unlike Mr. Prince over here who punched me." Patton was starting to piss me off. "D-DAD P-PLEASE S-STOP!", Roman yelled, his eyes widen with fear. Stay calm Logan, don't get mad. I wanted to scream at patton, but my thorat was hurting from doing so. I did not know what to do. I could help Roman or beat up Patton. I walked over to Roman and sat next to the panicing, crying prince. He scooted away when I sat down. "Roman, its okay, youre safe with me.", I say calmly hugging him. "L-logan, w-why a-are y-you h-helping me, i-im m-mean t-to y-you.", Roman whispered out. Patton was just standing there. "I know Roman, but that does not matter. You need help." He looks at me, eye red and puffy. He placed his head on my chest. His sobs were loud but muffled. "Hey its okay, youre safe with me ro." His beathing was getting better after awhile. "I-im sorry for that l-logan, i-its my f-fault.", Roman said though the muffling of his voice. "No need to be Ro, its not your fault."