Vongola's Guardian Angel

Rokudo Mukuro

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I'm sorry to the extreme for this extremely late update. I got this terrible disease known as the Writer's Block.

I also used Google translate. I know perfectly well that it's translation is usually wrong. But it's not like I completely understand Italian. TT-TT

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Chapter 3 Rokudo Mukuro

A few weeks has past, since Reborn came into our lives. Tsuna got shot with the dying will bullet for the first time to save Gokudera. The second time never happened. But I talked some sense into Yamamoto and Tsuna saved him from falling off the school roof.

I was truly angered by that event. Yamamoto wanted to suicide just because he broke his arm. I was too busy dealing with complicated and annoying souls to give him a better advice the other day. I trained Tsuna in stuff like that too, but he always forgets my lessons when I'm not with him and he becomes the Dame-Tsuna in cannon.

This event is too important for me to just ignore. So I'll just tell you before we go on to the present time.

"HEY EVERYONE!" A student burst through the door. "YAMAMOTO IS ABOUT TO JUMP OFF THE ROOF!"

"Everyone, remain calm and stay in your seats." I commanded. "You are not to come to the roof."

I shot a glare at Tsuna and ran off to the school's roof. Yamamoto's back was facing me from the other side of the fence.

"YAMAMOTO!" I screamed.

He turned around at my call. "If you came here to stop me, it's no use."

I balled my fists.

"You wouldn't understand." He muttered. "You don't understand what it's like to prefer to die over failing at everything."

"I do understand." I said in a dead voice.

His eyes locked with mine.

"I understand how it feels like to be compared to someone else, and failing terribly at everything." Tears blurred my eyes. "I know what it's like to be looked down upon, or to disappoint someone and to be bullied and treated like I don't exist. I'm disappointed in myself and have such self pity and low self esteem. I fell into depression and had thoughts of suicide.

And I know it hurts. It hurts a lot. But, unlike you, Yamamoto, I have more courage than you." My eyes bore deep into his.

"So you've become arrogant now that you and your brother have been given attention to."

"No." I fiercely glared at him. "What I'm trying to say is that you are selfish."

He stared at me in shock.

"What would your dad think? How would he feel? He would be sad that his son has departed from this world. How about your friends? That's the difference between you and I. You're only thinking about yourself and not the others around you. That's the reason why I haven't killed myself all those years ago."

I realized that Tsuna has arrived on the roof along with Reborn. They have both been listening.

"You should treasure your life! You were given a chance, so live your life to the fullest and don't let petty things like this drag you down. You have to live and move on. Things may seem bad and it may seem like all hope is lost, but it will always get better. It can only get better if you try." My eyes locked with his. "Have the courage to face the obstacles in your path and never give up. Don't live your life as a coward and not have the courage to continue on. Do it with your dying will!"