Today I had a lot more symptoms. I feel nauseous, dizzy, my head hurts and I threw up. I forgot to mention that two days ago, I did the proxy pledge. I haven't noticed anything unusual yesterday, but today is just bad. In math, I got a strong urge to draw Slenderman, and I have, although I never drew him before.
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This is how it looks like, although it isn't even my art style. Plus I wasn't actually drawing it, I felt as if someone or something took control over my body (I was completely aware of drawing it)
Just now I noticed a small, almost invisible wound on my hand, it looks like it was made with a needle. I don't know for certain tho.
Update (kinda) So I decided to leave the drawing that I made in the woods near my school, I don't know what to expect, but most likely that nothing would happen. But if it does I'll be notifying you all.
I am very aware of what I have gotten myself into. I am doing it willingly. It's just too late for me to back away now, even if I wanted to, which feels wrong.
Please if you aren't ready to risk your lives, don't do this, live your lives normally, but feel free to come to me for advice if you choose to continue.
I hope you have a great day/night, please stay safe.
