A very, very short fan-fiction where Sunghoon tries to forget his ex-gf whom he loved the most. He is currently dating Jake, but he seems uninterested.
On the other hand, Jake tries his best to be enough for him.
"I love you's", Forehead kisses and...
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chapter 1-🌙
It was dark, the moonlight shined brightly. The waves of the beach,the stars, and the moon. Everything was pretty, but what's prettier is this girl in front of me. Diana, she's everything I need. I love her so much, I can't even describe it. I'd risk my life just to keep her alive and happy. She was my first love, or Love at first sight to make it clear. Her lips, it's a shape of a heart and is very glossy. She has eyes of an adorable puppy. Brown,silk hair. Her nose is elegant and sharp. She has cold,pale skin but her cheeks turn red when she sweats. She has hazel brown eyes that can easily make you mesmerized or maybe even obsessed. Her personality, she's playful and definitely humorous. She befriends people easily, let's just say that she's friendly and is sweeter than chocolate. Sunghoon's such a lucky boy to be her lover, He just hopes she won't leave him. Having her is more than enough.
"Sunghoooon! Are you zoning out right now? Look at those stars! They made a heart! It's so cuteee!" She exclaimed.
"They are cute, but you're cuter." Sunghoon replied, winking at the girl.
"Yeah right! I am cute, but you're way cuter." She said, winking back at the tall figure. "Tsk, you didn't have to get back at me, I know I'm cute." Sunghoon smiled at the girl in front of him.
"I love you, Diana."
"You always say that, I know you love me." Diana replied, trying her best to tease Sunghoon. "I was expecting a 'I love you too' just say it already!" He scoffed, pouting.
"Okay,Okay. I love you too." Diana replied, smiling at the silver-haired.
They held each others hand. Sunghoon felt her hand so cold, his was warm. They enjoyed watching the stars, teasing each other, and giving pecks unexpectedly. A simple moment, but it was everything to Sunghoon.
"Sunghoon? Sunghoon wake uppp." a voice appeared.
Sunghoon stretched before sitting up. He turned to see a brunette with a plate and mug in both hands. "Do you want to eat? I made your favorite!" The boy exclaimed. Sunghoon nodded and smiled at him in response.
"Thank you, Jake." He replied.
"Your welcome, get ready soon for school!" Jake smiled adorably. He looks like a puppy, a golden retriever to be exact. His face features are the same as Diana's. He was like a boy version of her.
Sunghoon finished eating his food in bed. He took a quick shower first. Meanwhile, Jake was already changing in his uniform. He got himself ready, waiting patiently for Sunghoon.
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"Let's hang out at my house later, you guys down?" Jay asked. Jake nodded in response, the rest replied with a "yes."
It's lunch break, the group of boys(gays) we're having conversations with each other. Jake on the other hand, was overthinking. Of course, about Sunghoon.
He never showed his love ever since they dated. Sunghoon said "I love you" multiple times but it was obvious he didn't meant it, he was supposed to smile and give a forehead kiss after like what he did to Diana, but he said it emotionless. Overthinking while staring at Diana was a part of Jake's daily routine. He'd hate himself for not being enough for Sunghoon. He had never doubted himself this much. He just wants the person he loves feel the same way. Why are they even in a relationship if the other doesn't show affection? It's very confusing.
"Jake-hyung, are you okay?" Sunoo asked, giving a concerned face.
"Yes! I-I am fine, it's just Sunghoon." He replied, resting his chin on the wooden table. "Sunghoon again? Don't always think about him, he definitely loves you." Sunoo whispered.
"I-I don't know because in my point of view, he doesn't love me truly. What can I do to be enough for him? What can I possibly do just for him to forget Diana!?" He asked in anger, avoiding his gaze.
Sunoo sighed, comforting the brunette.
Sunghoon stared and admired Diana from afar. She still looks the same after a year, those face features, her smile and personality. He misses them so much. He shouldn't be thinking about her right now while having Jake sitting in front of him.
Jake and Sunghoon were on their way home in a bus. Jake laid his head in Sunghoon's broad shoulder, it was very uncomfortable knowing that the other doesn't love him at all. While Sunghoon was also uncomfortable, he was happy to have someone who loves him a lot, but he just couldn't feel the same way. Diana, Diana is the only human he loves. He had no idea why he dated Jake in the first place. The idea was cruel in his opinion, he regretted it.
They arrived home hours ago, Jake is cooking Ramen for two. Sunghoon's just watching an episode of "Our Beloved Summer"
"Foods ready! Let's eat." Jake shouted before stuffing his mouth with Ramen. Sunghoon joined him and stuffed his mouth as well. It tastes delicious, they could eat this everyday.
-8:42 pm-
They're walking their way to Jay's house, it was already raining but it was still light and you couldn't hear it.
It was very awkward for these two. It was silent and dark. Both were avoiding eye contact. In actual Relationships, they're supposed to hold hands and talk to each other, but it was different for them. They always stay quiet and no ones dares to start a conversation.
Jake finally made his first move.
"Sunghoon, are you okay with holding my hand?" He asked, handing his hand out while looking away. Sunghoon chuckled at his cuteness, but it wasn't cuter than Diana in his sight. He nodded before holding his hand.
