you love her more. | jakehoon

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chapter 2-🍓

-9:02 pm-

They're all eating snack bags, the rain was supposed to get louder and heavier. But I guess not yet. Sunghoon was in the set, scrolling through his Instagram feed, or more like stalking Diana. He never smiled so sweetly, unless it comes to his ex. He's supposed to smile at Jake, not that girl.

"I hate you Jake, I hate you." Jake whispered to himself, he felt frustrated. He noticed Sunghoon smiling at his phone, he knows its Diana he's smiling at. He had done that several times, staring and smiling at his ex. It was very annoying.

He gritted his teeth, on his way to Sunghoon.

"Is she that pretty?" He asked, looking away. Sunghoon flinched, he didn't even notice Jake was there. He was way too busy stalking Diana. "W-What..? N—Yes she is but let me make this clear, I only saw her while scrolling." He replied.

"Of course you did, you'd never lie right?" Jake nodded sarcastically, walking away.

"What was that? Did he do something?" Heeseung asked in concern. "Something you'd expect." Jake replied, fiddling with his pale, cold fingers. "Is he stalking Diana again?" Jungwon asked, rubbing Jake's back, for comfort.

"Of course! He always does that, but why? Why are we even in a relationship if he still loves his ex?" He felt his tears streaming down his chilly cheeks. "Do what you want to, just don't do something that'll break your heart." Ni-ki replied.

"Won't both choices break me? Either keep or break up with him. They're both the same." Jake said.

"It's up to you, you could either do something that's worth, or you'd end up with a broken heart." Sunoo replied.

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The rain got heavier and louder. They were all showering themselves out. It felt cold, and they're all shivering but still having fun. Jake was dancing randomly with Jungwon. He never showered in the rain before, he always thought that it'll get him sick.

Sunghoon was standing like a statue. He remembered him and Diana dancing in the rain before the day they broke up. He used to be so happy before, not until Diana left him for personal reasons.

Jake noticed him, realizing that he was thinking about Diana. It was obvious, he'd either zone out or freeze in his position when he thinks of his past. He felt his heart shattering into millions of pieces. He couldn't hold it in anymore. He expected Sunghoon to dance with him. But no, that won't happen.

He sulkily approached Sunghoon.

"Sunghoon!? Can you stop for a minute!? Come and join us, don't always think about Diana, you have me!" Jake shouted. His voice wasn't clear enough to be heard.

"Jake. you're my boyfriend, but you aren't Diana who I love the most."

Jake dragged him inside Jay's house, leaving the rest outside. No one noticed the two of them.

"Why Sunghoon? Why did you date me in the first place, when you still love her? Everything was so frustrating in the beginning, I knew you still love her, but i doubted it. At least I know the truth now. You dated me just to forget her. I was so stupid and obsessive to think that you love me back! I guess she's way exciting,way pretty and smarter than me. I tried so hard to be everything that you like, just for you to say that I'm not Diana! I'm probably not as interesting as her. Am I even pretty and fun like you said? Was the "I love you's" even true? Did you mean anything you said!? Those compliments,kisses and cuddles, were they all an act? I thought I was the love of your life. Remember how I believed you when you said "I love you" first? That was shitty of you! All you ever did was make me sad. You probably never loved me! But me? I truly love you! I wish I had the guts to end this relationship." The brunette felt his lips trembling, he wiped his nose before leaving.

Do something that's worth. Yes I will Sunoo, soon.

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This was such a boring chapter, I'm so sorry 💀