A very, very short fan-fiction where Sunghoon tries to forget his ex-gf whom he loved the most. He is currently dating Jake, but he seems uninterested.
On the other hand, Jake tries his best to be enough for him.
"I love you's", Forehead kisses and...
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chapter 4-⛈
Everything was painful, Literally everything. He just wants to live a nice life with real parents, no heartbreaks, no sickness and no struggles. But some say that life isn't fun when there are no struggles, he will never believe in those stupid quotes. Pain can really change people, they either become emotionless,silent or rude. He's strong guy to hide his true feelings and act as if he's happy everyday. The boy who always laugh, cheer people up and talks a lot is also the same boy who cries himself to sleep. He even thinks he annoys the only person who he loves talking to. He always trusts in people easily who'd break his heart after,
Yes, he cries everyday. But he always show up everywhere with a huge smile in his face, which people think is real. Sometimes his actions nor expressions can't tell his true feelings. He didn't blame anyone, he thinks it's his fault, he knows everything is his fault. But boy, He never bothered anyone with his issues. He had no reason to, he dealt with them, himself. But he also wished he could tell someone everything, all his problems. He wants to let everything out, he wanted change his life. It was too late for that. Everything had happened, he didn't try to do anything. He always thought that he was useless, he had no purpose in this world. That boy, does not want to get his heart attached to anyone, anymore. His name is Sim, Sim Jaeyun.
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He lied. He went to the schools rooftop instead, he chose that place. Well, it's where young students in k-drama's die, right? They kill themselves to escape this cruel world. That's what he wanted to do.
But before he did anything, he wrote notes and snuck them into his f.parents, friends, and Sunghoon's house earlier. But he'll leave 1 in the rooftop, only for Sunghoon. He also left 'I love you' messages. Earlier, He smiled reading the stupid notes he made. They all seemed dramatic. But it was fine, since he's going to do what he needs to.
(The hint I gave was fake, sorry sorry. 😙✌️)
The rain got louder, Jake was getting soaked in his clothes. It was still 3 pm, but the sky was grey.
He took the bracelet off his hand. He bought matching bracelets for him and Sunghoon in their first date. Sunghoon probably threw it before. But that didn't matter, what matters is that he's happy.
Jake didn't expect himself to turn out like this, a teenager who deals with so many issues and kills himself after. But he planned this ever since he found out about his cancer. He had gone through so many surgeries, and his f.parents had to pay a lot, which made them struggle.
It was the best day to commit suicide. A day where he'd die in the hospital, he'd rather kill himself than die at the hospital. He does not want his family nor friends see him die. He wants to die secretly and let them find out by themselves.
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The rain never stopped. He looked through his phone one last time before.
(His phone has a waterproof case 🙂)
He cried and cried for a few minutes, it was foggy up there. You could only see the rain falling from up high. He wanted to do it already, he will.
He leaned on the railing, looking down. It was pretty high and scary. But he didn't care, he didn't care about anything anymore.
He just dropped himself.
It felt amazing, It was a great choice to end his life, all those problems. He didn't have to deal with them anymore, which was exciting. Nothing was wrong, but nothing was right either. He had only 1 choice, and this is it.
