Revealing {Book~1}

chapter 27

The day seemed to drag along slowly. I talked to Sarah in school. I didn't tell her that I found the book. She seem to be doing a lot better. She was more happy and energetic than she ever has been before. That probably has a lot to do with her mate, as far as everything that happened.

She said the doctor checked her out and everything looked real good. She was actually a little stronger than she used to be, her scent is stronger because she is a luna. She was telling me how much Logan, James and even other members of the pack was impressed by her.

Her knowledge and fighting skills. She been going to the training field and also on runs. She telling me how amazing it was. Now she can keep up with all the beta in the pack and even the Warriors.

When they go on their runs, except for when they start doing the off grid training courses. Then she's falls right back into her gamma rank. She did admit that it was hard coming off the scent blockers.

It's easy to be found like easy pray now. She said it's funny how it has all flipped around everybody is nice to her. Kind and polite, she don't hear anybody talking about her. At times it feels like she's always fitted in, but in the back of her mind it's like she knows the truth.

It's getting hard some days, she feels it's wasn't actually real, just in her head. She told me that she's been questioning herself, now that she's in the pack. If she would have just went to her mom or her brother then all this could been straightened out a long time ago.

Her and Logan could been together a lot sooner. She's filled me in on a lot of other pack stuff. About pack members, it's like everything she talked about was packed this or packed that. She kept on saying how I should give it a chance.

That they would treat me the same, how great it would be to hang out with this person or that person. All honesty it was like she started to come different person. I know that is all new to her, I know overtime we'll probably grow apart.

That is why I'm thinking about trying to break out of our friendship between us. When the day finally came to an end of school we said our goodbyes. Went our separate ways. She did the talking all day today.

That was okay she just needed to talk and vent all her joys. I was more than truly happy for her. This was her new life. What she chose and I couldn't be more happy for her, but it's not what I choose! Besides going straight home I ended up going to the library.

I sent a text message to Shane telling him, I had to catch up on homework.

I'll be at the library. I wouldn't be home until later. Shane said he should be home around five. That was perfect, I see you there. We said our goodbyes.

Legends of wolves, I found the ritual we did as kids it was a join in blood ritual to connect two people as one. Together they would be siblings an protectors.
I read more in depth of all the ritual actually said. We are to full connection the bonds the two as strength of one.

For example one was sick the other one can give strength to the bonded partner to help them.
 
If one is feeling like being attacked by bullies the other will become there to protector the other at all cost.

Other words two people co-exist as one person it's like the yin an yang symbol one black one white together equal.

I also found out in the book about the power shift me and sarah had. We both ended up having it because of our blood bond we did. What I thought was correct, to sum it up it is because Sarah was mistreated in the pack for many years and she was the key to saving the pack.

When the pack ended up except her and she accepted the pack the moon goddess rewarded her by giving her extra strength or nobility. It's a way for the moon goddess to reward a child.

Because they when through many years of bad stuff and never did anything evil in return. Or being selfless and still playing her part as she was always meant to do. She was to be rewarded for that.

I finally found what I needed to break the ritual blood Bond. I needed to be separated and faraway from Sarah and my mate. According to this the ritual that I do will break the connection from us. For the blood bond part all I need is a white candle my blood. I need to say these words in Latin. Then be put in a near death experience. To be relied on myself to survive, this will break the tide between us. I'm going to do this because it's time. We live our own lives without being tied together anymore!

So I gathered up my stuff started to head home. I have all the stuff that I need white candle, my blood and the ritual, my phone to translate the Latin and the perfect place to kill myself.

I just hope I survive, if not then I have a backup plan.

It's my last will and testament. Which I will notarized in the morning first's.

I will also leave a letter to Shane it will explain everything. I will leave it with the book. He can see for his self, why I am doing this. Why it has to be me and now. I hope and pray to both gods one of Earth and the moon goddess that I'll survive the fall and make it back to Shane.