KiriBaku - ᴍʏ ɢᴀʏ-ᴀꜱꜱ ᴊᴏᴜʀɴᴀʟ

Page 2 - His bed.

I woke up and rubbed my eyes, I felt... heavy. Like there was an extra weight on me.
I rolled over and- AH! BAKUGO!?
His face was inches away from mine, his eyes shut and his facial features soft and relaxed-...

Oh yeah.
I fell asleep here last night, I remember now.
I went to get up but I realised I was caught in his grip-

HUH?! I flushed red and turned back around, what the hell should I do?
Should I just- get up by force? Go back to sleep? Pretend to sleep until he wakes up? AHHHHHHHHH

Just as I was panicking, I felt his grip losen. Thank god.

He shuffled next to me, "...Hm? ...Kiri...?" He paused.

Shit. He's awake.

"Ah- sorry-" He let go of me and shifted away.

Cold. Just great.

"It's alright, Kat." I turned back over and smiled, "Sleep well?"

He scoffed, "1. Don't call me that. 2. Yes. Yes I did."

I giggled and propped my head up with my arm, "Awwww but last night you-"

"Last night was last night. Now is now."

I rolled my eyes, "You don't need to put on your act yet KitKat, it's just meeeeee~" I teased, messing with his fluffy hair.

"KitKat? Really?" He didn't look very amused with my antics.

"It's cute! Like you!"

...

"Huh?"

AHHHHHHHHHHH

"It's cute, like you!"

ARE YOU KIDDING ME EIJIRO
SOOOOOOOOOOOO SMOOTH DUDE.
AGHHH.

THATS SO FUCKING STUPID
OH MY FUCKING GOD

AND THEN!
AND THEN!
I JUST- RAN!
I CAN NEVER SHOW MY FACE A AGAIN

HE KNOWS NOW
AHHHHHHHHHHHH

HE PROBABLY THINKS IM A GAY DISASTER-
I mean I am- BUT STILL

I can't believe I said that.
I'm such a dumbass.
SUCH. A. DUMBASS.

I probably just lost my best friend-
FOR BEING A GAY MESS AROUND HIM

What am I going to say to him?!
"Oh yeah- sorry about that dude, you're just TOO MUCH for a gay mess like me. You know, 'cause I fucking LOVE you.
Yeah- no.

I know! I'll just hide myself from society- FOREVER! Easy!
But then I'll never see him again-

OH WELL, IT'S NOT LIKE HE'LL WANT TO SEE ME ANYWAYS

Well done, Eijiro. You just lost your one achievment in life, being his friend.
GREAT!

UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Stupid.
Stupid, stupid Eijiro.

Stop being so gay for him already.

Then I again I did wake up

I was interupted by a banging on my door-

Shit.

Did someone spot me leaving his room?

I know! I'll pretend to be asleep!

I laid in bed silently and waited for the knocking to stop.

Knock, knock, knock.

Knock, knock.

Knock.

BANG!

"Shit- sorry Ei... Kirishima."

I looked up, there was a hole in my fucking door, lined with charred wood and the one person I was too embarassed to look at just- STOOD THERE!

"I'll pay for that, I swear- Just... why'd you run away...?" Bakugo asked, putting his arm through the door and opening it.

"Because- I just- I uh... I'm sorry about what I said, I didn't think- my brain was half asleep- I didn't mean to offend you or make you uncomfortable!"

He walked in and leaned against my door, covering the hole with his back, "Calm down. Eijiro. I'm not offended or anything, chill out." He sat next to me, "It's a gay thing eh?" He chuckled.

Was he insulting me? Why would he do that- It didn't seem that mean-
I stared blankly at him, "Huh?"

"Ei, I get you. Happens to me all the time."

"With girls...? Since when...?"

"GIRLS?!" He burst out laughing, laying back, "Oh jeez you really are stupid!"

I looked at him confused, tilting my head.

"I like guys Ei, just like you as I gathered?"

It clicked, I smiled. I have a chance. "Oh- OH!" I laughed along and laid next to him.

"I can't believe you even thought I was-" He couldn't finish his sentence due his laughter. I love it. I love his laugh, his smile.

I giggled, "It's just- all the girls love you and I just thought-"

"Those fuckers? No thanks." He snickered but then he paused and cupped my cheek, I flushed bright red, "I like shark boys better."

I froze up, SHIT GAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAY GAY PANIC!!!

He chuckled and ruffled my hair, "I'm just messing with you, Gayjiro."

I came out of my trance and laughed, "Oh jeez- You really got me there!"

We turned to face eachother again and our faces heated up, "Seriously though, You're amazing Ei."

"And so are you."

"Should we go go back to sleep? It's 4am." He wrapped his arms around me.

I nodded and got comfortable in his arms, "Gay hours stay here, right?"

"Of course, wouldn't wanna ruin the grand reveal for everyone."

I chuckled and rested my head against his chest, I looked up at him, "This is alright, right?"

He messed up my hair again, "Of course. Anything's allowed in the gay hours and it means nothing, kay Ei?"

Yeah- exactly. It all means nothing, just flirting with your crush and ya know- CUDDLING WITH HIM.

"Y-yeah! ...but can we do this more often? You're comfy." I ran my hand along his chest gently.

"Sure thing, Gayjiro." He teased.

I chuckled and closed my eyes, "Night-... well it's morning now so... see ya when I wake up Kat."

He snickered and I felt him playing with my hair, "Rest well, Ei."