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~ f i f t y n i n e ~

~ a n a l e p s i s ~

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ek shaam aur dhal gayi,
ek din aur jee liya!!

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[Five years ago]

Nandini

She was a gifted child. She was a golden princess.

Until, she wasn't!!

She looked at herself in the mirror, messy hair, crinkled top, smudged face, red eyes. For a while she couldn't recognise herself.

Her shivering hands went to her belly as she caressed it softly. She gulped her saliva as she pictured her big belly, suddenly remembering her childhood that how she used to stuff her belly with her mother's dupatta and would cover it with her top, and would giggle.

But, it was different.

Something, which wasn't a play.

This. This was not a play, but a horrible game that destiny had played.

No.

She can't do this.

She isn't doing this.

Already her family doesn't trust her, they hate her, she is not going to give them the reason to hate her more.

She isn't going to do this.

"Sorry" that's what she muttered before she fell on her knees.

Sniffed.

Cried.

Screamed.

Fainted.

Silence.

.
.

It's not her fault.

It's not the baby's fault.

She can't be cruel.

What would be the difference in her and any other sinner if she kill the small creature inside her who haven't even seen the world.

It deserves to see the world, not because it is beautiful. No-- the world is not beautiful. The biggest lie of the world is that Monsters do not exist. They do.

But, she will protect it.

She couldn't protect herself, but she will protect the baby.

She won't kill her baby.

It's hers.

Only hers.

Caressing her tummy she cocooned herself lying on the cold floor of her room staring at the moonlight coming through the windows.