JJ MAYBANK IMAGINES

it scares me what i would do for you- jj

* this takes place in the fight with Rafe and Barry, along with the pogues *

jj was telling me and Kie all about the story on his Phantom, well Luke's boat, but Lukes an abusive shit so i don't care about him. I was focused on if my brother and my best friend Sarah would get out of Outer Banks before the officers could find them, and arrest him for something he didn't have any part in.
i was picking at my Manicure, well the one i did myself because it's not like i could afford one. my eyes were wondering the room and my head was pounding. i wanted everything too be normal again. like when we were just focused on having a good summer. before JJ and I started being bitch's too each-other because we couldn't be together, or before i got roped into a " gold mission " which caused me too lose my brain, it was messed up. all this for gold. but instead, we lost everything. well back too me and jj right? we both discovered we had feelings for each other. well to be honest, i always felt something for him. but we both buried it. but after this summer, our feelings arised, we admitted them after getting into a fight during surfing. anyways, we hooked up and all, but soon we both had too decide that this wouldn't work because off all the complications. i knew that soon enough, we would be together. well, not knew, hoped. but i knew we were still young. we didn't know were we were going but, we both knew where we belonged. with each other. well, ever since then things have changed, we have been distant, barely talking. 

" oh Pope good your here! " Kie announced, thankful for our friend returning. but what i didn't expect was too see the drug dealer Barry, and my ex boyfriend. Rafe fucking cameron. well we were never official, time too time hookups and all that. but we stopped it after we got into a heated fight on if i was falling for jj or not, which ended up with a glass bottle being thrown roughly at my sensitive face. Last time i saw Barry was when he promised jj and us pogues that next time he saw us, we would get trashed more than we could ever imagine. 

and thats what he did. 

" i'm here, because i want my mother fucking money! " he hit jj roughly with his gun, hitting him too the ground, grunting from the pain. this set off an alarm in my brain, and i tried too make a run for it. i squirmed too run too the love of my life, but before i could get far, i felt my torso being gabbed roughly. i was thrown too the floor angrily, i felt a sharp pain in my back, my eyes shut slightly. but the sound of Kie gasping for air awoke me. i stirred and coughed up the strength too sit up, i got up and pushed rafe away from Kie, she fell too the floor gasping for any air too come into her Lungs. Rafe came charging at me, but instead of feeling a friction hit me, i heard a loud metal pole clang at Rafes head. 

" DONT! TOUCH! HER! " Pope was hitting Rafe roughly, Kie got up and tried too help him. but i turned around too see Barry still hitting my- JJ. a fire grew inside my heart. the way jj laid there weak, it angered me. i sprinted as fast as i could too JJ's bag, grabbing the gun. 

" FUCK YOU BARRY! " i ran over too him and hit him with the gun, making him fall over. JJ told Kie too kick Barry's gun, as she did so, i still kicked and punched Barry, hurting him greatly. JJ and Kie were trying too tell Pope too stop hitting Rafe, which worked because, whilst i was pointing a gun too his head, the pogues stood around me. begging me too be careful. 

" baby stop. " jj tried too tame with me. 

" please love, please stop " jj applied his hand onto the side of my arm, and tears clouded in my eyes, my arms shaky, still contemplating pushing the trigger. 

" he hurt you jay " i said in between a voice crack, as a couple tears trickled from my sore eyes. 

" its okay, put the gun down okay? i'm here, he didn't hurt me. i'm right here okay? " his eyes interlocked with mine as i turned my head too him, slowly lowering the gun and dropping it down. 

i collapsed into his arms, sobbing loudly, i wanted the pain too end. he mummed calm words too me as we all walked out off the room with the boat, getting ready too say our goodbyes too My Older brother. 

and thats what we did, we saw him leave, making sure too direct him to the right place. Mexico. we would make sure too visit him in two months, with more food and money.

we plead our goodbyes, i rested my head in the crook of JJ's neck, weakly. i stared into his eyes, as he stared into mine. 

" i almost shot him jay. " my voice stuttering, still shocked about the fact that i almost actually murdered someone. and for what? for hurting my- my friend? 

" dont beat yourself up, you did it because you were scared Y/N. its normal, you were freaked out and you resolved it okay? " he tried too comfort me. 

" no i did it because he hurt you jj. i was scared too lose you. it scares me what i would do for you " my eyes stared into his, we maintained an eye contact.  

before i heard a reply, his lips attached too mine, consuming me completely. for a minute i forgot the pain in my heart, i forgot everything. my heart felt free. we continued moving our lips in a beautiful melody, a rhythm i couldn't forget. 

" i would do anything for you, i love you "