The Unexpected Love ~ Park Jay

Part 12

Hongjoong

Yes I knew Jay and the others would come and get Y/N at some point. I didn't think it would be today, but it had to happen at someday

Jay walked out like he forgot Y/N or something. The others stayed inside, only he went out. Is he a little bit angry, sad or jealous because San kissed Y/N. It can't be that Jay fell in love and now is heartbroken.

Everyone didn't know what to do, especially the other members of Enhypen. I decided to say something...

"Well.... I'm a bit overwhelmed myself about what's going on, but can you please go now. Your boss has already left, so I think it's time for you to go too" I said very relaxed

Nobody answered me but just looked at me. Have I done something wrong or why is everyone looking at me like that.

"Could we please all sit down and talk about what happened between you guys. I want to know and have everything explained..." Y/N looked me in the eye and knew for a fact that if she spoke to me with hers beautiful eyes staring so, I couldn't say no.

"Yeah sure... I think you should know the truth anyway so let's all sit down" I smiled

After some time I explained the whole story with Enhypen members. The situation with Jay, San and Yeji... actually I told her everything. She deserves to have everything explained.

Of course she couldn't believe me and started crying but I was just telling the truth.

"No, that can't be right. Jay would never have done that, I may not know him too well but well enough to know that. Maybe you're wrong and it wasn't him" Y/N cried and replied to my story

"I'm sorry to disappoint you Y/N but what Hongjoong said is all true. And you know what??" Jay came back and said the whole thing was true but why was he acting like that?

Nobody said anything, not even I wanted to say something, which was very strange. Did he feel sad, angry, maybe he regrets it...

"I JAY PARK don't regret what happened to Yeji at all. This son of a bitch didn't do what he was supposed to do and he KNEW there would be consequences", I don't think anyone expected that, of course except me. I've known Jay since kindergarten and I know exactly what he's able to do or to say.

Y/N

Everything Hongjoong told me was true. How could I just defend Jay without knowing if it's really true. When he admitted it, I wanted to cry and so have I.

His words hurt like never before, not even when my father insulted me or hit me but why...

He said he had no regrets without showing any feelings, he was just cold. He is a devil...

I looked at San knowing the situation is about him and Yeji. I could imagine how heartbroken he was, and judging by Jay's words, probably more. He got up and went straight to Jay. That's when I start to panic because I'm not sure what's going to happen next.

"San, please don't do it. No matter what you want to do, don't do it because it won't help, believe me. Please, look at me..." I said to San as I stood between the two of them. I looked straight into San's eyes and mumbled "please do it for me" <3

His eyes clearly say he wants to hit Jay but he can't do that, no matter what he did to him. I believe that he has changed his mind and will leave Jay alone.

He looked at me after my words and nooded his head. I hugged him tight because I was really glad he gave up for me. During that time I didn't think about what other people think of it, especially Jay. Whenever he sees me with San he runs away or looks away, he looks like he's jealous but why.

"Thanks..." I let San and said it rather quietly. After that San went into his room, I wanted to follow him and comfort him but Jay took my hand and said "Please Y/N can we talk but only the two of us. I have something important to tell you".

Was the news bad or good, let's see

"Say what you want to say!"

"Y/N, I know this might sound silly given the truth you were told by Hongjoong but I had my reason for doing it and-" Jay was talking but I stopped him and cut off what he was saying

"Why do you lie? You always have your excuses and you never tell me the truth, I liked you very much in fact maybe too much but after the time you lied to me over and over again...I didn't want to have feelings for you anymore. That is why I didn't want to leave Ateez-" this time Jay interrupted whatever I was trying to say

"Listen to me, Hongjoong didn't tell you the whole truth. Yes, everything he said is true, but he didn't mention one of the most important things.."

"That's why I want to tell you so that you understand me and don't always support his side... Remember when I told you I'll never forgive your vater for what he has done? Well... Hongjoong actually helped him with that, so I've hated both of them for a long time"

"Jay if it's hard for you, you don't have to tell me" I smiled this time

"No, you need to know the truth so you can come back home with me... Well, like I said, we've never been on good terms, Hongjoong and Taemin worked together before, even though they were in other Mafias. One day when my parents were in a cafe and wanted to meet with Taemin, the whole shooting started... Taemin and Hongjoong went to my parents and shot them, I had no idea why but that's why i wanted to know. I was there and have seen everything, after few years I knew the reason and that's why i wanted him to face the consequences" i never expected that hongjoong actually killed his father and mother, the only thing on my mind is what was the reason therefore!

I didn't want to put any pressure on Jay, of course, so I didn't ask. If he's willing to tell me, I'll just wait at that time. He lost his family, I know that feeling very well. My mother died too, and my brother... who I never mentioned.

I saw the tears in Jays' eyes, it must be hard for him to tell all that. I hugged him and said, "Don't worry, you don't have to tell me, I believe you. You're not alone, I'll help you no matter what"

We talked for about 2 hours and our conversation never ended. There were tears, laughs, smiles...I knew a different side of Jay, more like a soft side

"Y/N can I ask you something..." Jay asked me and said it rather seriously. I just nooded my head

"What's going on between you and San? I've noticed that you're very close to each other and I'm just curious" this question completely destroyed me. I didn't know what to answer because I didn't know the answer myself.

Yes I like San but are the feelings just as a friendship or something more maybe?

"I like him but not sure in what sense. We collected a lot of memories together but other than that I have no idea. Why are you asking, are you a bit jealous? Hahaha" I laughed, trying to lighten the mood a bit

"I-I N-o... okay maybe a little bit. You know I've felt something for you, for a long time but I'm not sure what. I've always told myself it's nothing but whenever I see you with other guys I feel something weird in my chest" jay said

"Wow that means you like me... I'm honored. You know, maybe you have a chance, because I felt something for you too, or still do. Just make an effort" like that I got up and went back inside to the others

Jay

I couldn't believe myself that I told Y/N everything except what the reason was of that of course. The 2 hours was the best time I have ever had. When she said she wasn't sure how she felt about San, I was relieved.

I finally confirmed my feelings to her and I hope she took them seriously. I feel 1000 times more relieved. I hope one day she can be mine and only mine.

I think I should actually talk to San now and explain everything to him because maybe Hongjoong hasn't told him the whole truth like to Y/N.

I just walked in and asked where San's room was. After they told me, I knocked on his door and went in...