Tomorrow is Farahs 5 birthday party. Nicole and I went to the mall to buy new clothes for tomorrow. I bought this really cute crop top and high wasted jeans. Then after we got some Panda Express. When we got to Nicole's house her brother was sitting on the couch and her mom and dad were eating dinner. "Hi mom" Nicole said. Then we went into her room. I asked Nicole while sitting on her bed " your still mad at your dad for not letting you go to the movie theaters with jake ?"..."yea, jake is really cute and he finally invited me to the movies and my dad didn't let me go like what the hell" I started laughing. "Its not funny!" I laughed even more. Then my phone rang. "Hello?" It was my mom. "I'm outside". "Ok I'll be right there." I hung up grabbed my stuff then headed to the door. "Bye" I said. When I got home I toke a shower and fell asleep like around 11:30.
It's Sunday noon. It's exactly 2 o'clock .Farah's birthday party starts at 3:30. I curled my hair, did my make up, and got dressed real nice because I knew Mikey was going to be their. My mom drove me to Nicole's house then Nicole's mom drove us to the park where Farah's party was going to be at. When we arrived to the park Farah ran up to us and hugged us. Then Ms. Susanne came and said "hello girls glad you can make it! Take a seat in the picnic tables, oh there's a spot right in front Mikey!" I said "ok thank you Ms. Susanne". Mikey was sitting alone while texting."Hey guys !" he said. We said "hey" than we sat down. I was soo glad Jade wasn't their. After we just started talking. 5 min later a car stopped in front of the park. Jade got off the car, gave Farah a birthday present then headed towards us. "Ughh!" I told myself. Right after she sat down she gave Mikey a kiss. While pretending I didn't see that I felt so mad. I told Mikey " uhh, Nicole and I are going to get a cupcake... we'll be right back."... " Okay!?" He said, like if he didn't even care. We got up and went to get one. After we sat back down Mikey and Jade started talking and laughing. After the party Nicole's mom drove me home. After I got home I changed into my pj's and sat on my bed. I just sat there thinking... I was thinking out loud. Basically I was talking to myself. I told myself " what the hell is wrong with me? I'm caring for a guy who has a girlfriend, who doesn't even know I love him, that doesn't even care about me." I just kept talking to myself over and over again. Then my mom walked in my room. "I'm sorry Jasmine, did you say something ?" My mom said. I responded "huh? Uh no I was just .... Singing ?". "Oh, ok?" Then she exit my room. I started laughing. I laid down. I told myself "Yup, I'm going crazy!!"
