Did I deserve this?

What to do

Alpha Jeremiah's POV

ITS ALL MY DAMN FAULT! I shouldn't have rejected her!

I carried her in my arms while I rushed inside the pack house and I saw Sally sitting in the living room.

"Alpha" Sally greeted.

"Check on her. She's not breathing." I ordered. "

"Yes Alpha." Then she walked out with Ava's unconscious body.

I slid down the floor thinking. This wouldn't happen if I didn't order her brothers to take her to the dungeon. I shouldn't have punished her

I shouldn't have rejected her.

It's all my damn fault

I want to make it up to her. I want to be there for her. I want to have a second chance with her. P

Please Moon Goddess don't do this. I just met her and now I have her please don't take her from me. I prayed and prayed.

I punched the wall making a big hole and noticed my cheeks were wet. I reached then realized I was crying. I can't cry because I'm alpha, I should stay strong.

"It's okay to cry. This is about your mate but you rejected her. Make this right, Jeremiah. Save what you have left with her." My wolf whimpered.

I have to make this right. I just have to.

I don't want to lose her.

••••••3 hours after••••••

"Alpha how is she?" Justin approached me with bloodshot eyes.

"I still don't know they've been in there for the past 3 hours" I said.

"Alpha"

My head snapped toward Sally who just got out of the door. She removed her mask and gloves and approached me, Justin and Sebastian.

"Is she..." Sebastian trailed

"She was for 5 minutes. I had to make her heart beat again. She almost died but I have to tell you guys something." Sally said

"WHAT! SAY IT!" I shouted

Sally whimpered but she soon gained composure.

"She has cancer, Alpha"

"What?" I croaked

"That's impossible! She's a wolf! She can't have a condition like cancer!" Justin said

"Well because of the abuse, the rejection, malnutrition and lack of sleep, it is possible." Sally informed

"It's my fault" Sebastian croaked

"My fault...." Justin cried now tears pouring out again

"It's all our fault" I croaked whimpering for what was our mate experiencing right now.

"Is her cancer terminal?" Justin asked

"Unfortunately, yes" Sally sighed "She won't have much months left with her, Alpha"

"She's dying?" I cried out my hands now tugging the hair in my head

"Yes, Alpha but you can save her though"

"What?! How?!" I questioned

"You are her mate right?"

"What does that have to do with her cancer?"

"Well since you are an Alpha, your blood can help her cure, thus marking her. You should give her the unconditional amount of love, care and protection. Same goes for her brothers" Sally said

"Do you think she'll ever wake up?" Sebastian asked

"Well for now she's in a coma but you can still talk to her and she'll hear you." Sally said

What do I do?

"Make everything up to her, Jeremiah. Like I said, make it right." My wolf whispered

Once she wakes up, I will be the best mate she'll ever have and I won't do anything to hurt her.

I will give everything up for her even being an Alpha.

I will apologize and beg for her forgiveness.

I will never ever reject her again

Let's just hope she gives me a second chance and I don't screw it up.

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