BTS book/gifts

Memories

(Hiii! I'm here with chapter 5 of the bts series! My brother was actually the one to give me the idea for what to do with this chapter so I give credit to him for helping me! the character above is what my oc looks like in this chapter and yes he does have that tattoo because I've always wanted one like that so I gave him that! So please enjoy! It will get a little emotional at one point so grab your tissues and read on!)

Bold- korean

normal- english

italics- Flashbacks or dreams (I'll say which one it is in brackets)

Trigger warning- mention of abuse (Both mental and physical) 

??? > ??? = something turning into something else

This also has swearing in it... for the first time I'm doing a bts one where some people are swearing but it's mainly random commentary peoples

A/n- So while making this I was also getting small flashbacks from my past so if the flashbacks are short it's because of me getting flashbacks while making them.

Alex's pov-

It was a childhood to remember and not in a good way, the lights of the city, the room I had been imprisoned inside of, the busy streets and finally the so called people that were my family. I looked at my clock and sighed in despair, 01:05 am, I'm definitely not getting back to sleep. I had just woken up from a dream, it had felt so real yet it wasn't, I wanted to get some more sleep due to me and the others are going to a few interviews later. So I laid my head back down on the pillow while closing my eyes and I lost consciousness. 

(Dream)"Wake up you filthy moron" I heard my mother yell from behind my door "I'm already awake" I say with a little hint of annoyance "Get out here so I can get you ready!" she yelled again so I hesitantly got up and reached my door before hearing a click and my 'mother' opened it with a disgusted look on her face "Take these" she said giving me a tiny plastic pot with two white pills "I'm not going to take them" I say putting the pot on the small table I had near the door "Oh yes you will you horrible creature! Or else you know what happens" She said while indicating the belt and other little weapons she had in a bag next to her feet. "I'm not taking them! You can't make me!" I yelled at her and I was suddenly pushed to the ground so my mother could get in with her bag and closed the door "You'll regret yelling at me you brat!" she yelled while snatching the whip from inside the bag and started hitting my back with it but she suddenly stopped when I was on all fours. Next thing I knew was, she was trying to force the pills into my mouth "Open your mouth like a good girl and take the damn pills!" She kept yelling while I kicked, screamed and yelled out for help but to my horrible luck, no help came. She had succeeded in getting the pills down but once she got them down, my mother went back to hitting, wiping and kicking me while I screamed and cried even louder to try get someone to come here and save me. "Alex! wake up!" someone was yelling and it sounded like the person was close to me. 

"Alex! Wake up tiny!" 

Jimin's pov-

I kept yelling and shaking Alex trying to wake him up which wasn't working at first but after a few minutes he suddenly shot up while screaming for help and he banged his head on my nose "Hey, shhh it's ok" I tried to comfort my panicked partner but he flinched away from me, 'It was that bad? god I hate seeing him like this' I thought to myself while looking at his shaking figure. "What happened we heard screaming!?" I heard Jungkook say making me turn to see all of the others there at the still open door (Jimin had been walking past Alex's room since he was getting water from the kitchen when he heard Alex screaming) "I think he had a nightmare, I haven't man-" I was cut off when I heard Alex start crying from behind me "shh, it's ok AJ it was just a nightmare" Hobi-hyung tried reaching out for Alex but he just crawled to the other side of the bed "P-please don't hurt me" Alex spoke in a quiet but squeaky voice. He looked like a scared little puppy, "Alex?" Suga said peacefully while sitting next to me on the bed "It's going to be alright, no one's going to hurt you anymore. We definitely won't and we won't let anyone do anything horrible to you, ok?" Yoongi indicated to all of us making Alex look at us all before nodding. "Is it ok if we hug you?" Taehyung asked just in case he didn't want to be touched "Mhm" was the only answer we got before bringing him into a group hug. We stayed in the hug for a few minutes before we all pulled away "Now let's get back to sleep"Jin said before all our hyungs left leaving me, Taehyung, Jungkookie and Alex in the room. "Why don't we make a little cuddle pile?" Jungkook said making all of us agree before laying down together, I was on my back, Taehyung-ah was on my right, Jungkookie on my left while Alex was on top of me with his head on my chest, we stayed like this until we all fell asleep.