The Secret Lies

The talk

photo not mine srry this might be cringe bc I based this off what happened today my sister broke my favorite pen and I loved that pen bc that was the last thing I got from my father before he left and I snapped at her for it which I didn't mean to so now I'm feeling guilty and tired and I was trying to make this hiding from my mom bc I'm scared of her by now but I try to get close without getting slapped she promises to take me to the movies but I doubt she'll take me there srry for ranting but yea that's my explanation to why its late at the moment but enjoy 

Tw kinda : angst lowkey cussing and I think I put in some racist item on accident s I'm sorry if I offend you and that I didn't mean to that is all (I think) if you find more that triggers you here please let me know so I can list it down for future purposes an this is all soldier's pov for this chap on some chaps it might be torcher or soldier or other soldier ocs

Soldiers pov

Shit! why did ever the cup of tea now we have to have a talk it's probably about the assignments I'm gonna be in big trouble, this is karma for me for trying to manipulate him now huh, great now I'm dead for sure welp might as well see what's coming, I got up and left boss's (is it boss's or bosses?) office and went to go make some earl grey's tea after I finished I headed back towards bosses office I slowly opened the door for no reason my face started to heat up when I saw him without his mask, "oh your back, take a seat also I'm sorry you have to see me like this I don't really like showing my face much but oh well" "y - yes sir" I have no idea as to why my face is steaming but I decided to set it aside for the meanwhile I sat down across from his desk I set the tea down I pushed his closer indicating it was his, he got the message and took a sip out of it "ow.- I forgot how hot these are, anyways what I wanted to talk to you about.. what happened at that fight please do tell me" "oh.. alright!" I told him how the whole thing went till soldier 969 called me out I was rooting for soldier 208 I told him after I was done ranting about the fight  he also said some opinions some were actually in common with mine we spent the whole day talking little dumb things that made us laugh or what our interest are it was awfully nice till till I realized, I really did judge a book by it's cover, I was so used to calling him insignificant and horrible but I never realized how nice he actually is maybe this talk with him actually did me some good I'm glad I got to know him now I can change my opinion for him he's just a nice person doing his job out of no where I blurted out "hey boss! may I have permission to know your real name?" why did I ask that I probably just ruined the whole mood I always mess everything up why do I always mess things up I hate myself for this, this was the entire reason as to why I don't have friends or siblings I really messed things up now haven't I? "I don't really like my name but sure, as long as you don't tell alr?" what- he's really gonna tell me his name just like that? did I really gain enough of his trust to get this amount of access from him? He actually trusts me the first person to actually take me in and trust me the first to.. be my friend.

"hello?" "oh sorry sir I spaced out, but yes I promise I wont tell anyone" I cant believe I spaced out for that long, "My name is, Torcher what about yours?" his name is actually really pretty like what- "oh.. shit my name is stupid since I am the job itself ughhh I hate the way they thought it'd be quirky like oH yEa QuIrky MiXed BoY nAmEd SoLdIeR" that sounded racist what the hell- "wait that sounded-" "racist? yea ik, it's fine your name is fine 'soldier' just that I couldn't believe you would actually take the job itself" then he bursted out laughing, "heyy! what was pfft- BAHAHHAH I GET IT OMFG" soon enough we were both laughing at my name, no I didn't get offended if I were laughing at it too but it's lowkey funny that I'm named after a job, this talk, the talk that he made us do made us get to know each other more and I loved it soon enough it turned to bed time, "oh its time to end the day here I'll see ya tmrw soldier" "oh, alr well then see ya tmrw torcher!" right when I was about to leave the door he called out to me, "wait soldier!" "hmm?" it was silent for a bit but I think he remembered what to say again, "good night soldier" "good night too you as well torcher" then I left when I got back a whole bunch of soldiers looked at me weirdly I just ignore them and went straight (a/n: not that he was imao) off to bed I was excited for tmrw bc I wanted to hang out with him more so I made plan on how if I get in trouble on purpose then I'll be sent to his office then we can talk more, I then started to feel sleepy so as time passed by I soon drifted off too sleep.

(a/n: btw there pigs and talking pigs doesn't seem to be normal right? so nothing in there universe is normal so anybody can be named after something weird as hell like doggy his name is different(I think) but for copyright reasons his name is doggy now if you don't like it, fight me! also yes soldier is mixed he's mixed with african american father and white american mom, torcher is mixed too I think he's mixed with an american white father and an asian mother (that sounded racist for white american mom I'm srry I didn't mean to-) and that's all I think)

also this chapter is dedicated to TORCHERS12INCHCOCK bc he/she/they gave me the motivation to finish this chapter and I tried my best to make sure there wasn't any spelling mistakes or missing words bc that last chapter there was a lot of spelling mistakes and I missed a few words but if there's a few spelling mistakes or missing words it's bc I don't revise my work a lot (mostly bc I didn't want to or I don't have motivation to do so) but yes ty for reading

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