The Secret Lies

In Love?

photo not mine took awhile since I barely came back from school, wet- (as in it was raining rlly hard in my area you dirty minded morons) also im sorry my chapters are very long bc im sure ppl dont even like my writings anyways especially since their long

Tw: cussing, and horny shit idk? and I think thats all if you others let me know ty I kinda rushed this one so it isnt as good -

Soldiers pov

Today my boss or should I say Torcher woke me up today when he came in to wake us up I immediately stood up and blurted good morning as loud as I could I didn't know why I said that, it just felt right when he said morning to me I felt butterflies form in my stomach and my face was starting to steam up to the point a girl walked up to me and asked if I were okay I don't know why I was feeling like this, I just finished my morning routine and headed off too the training area and lined up with everybody else, today we were supposed to learn how to attack from below I didn't quite understand till I saw the holes planted for us I first learned how to drop down a 6 feet hole without breaking my legs thankfully, some unfortunately broke their legs next I had to figure out how to stay near the top to attack from below I figure it'd be best to climb  and hang their for a while till we got the signal to come up others copied thinking it was the right way luckily for me I learned how to stay hanging for a very long time as a kid so I was basically in the best position to pass once I got the signal I climbed out quickly but stopped immediately after half my body was out torcher was crouching waiting for me his face was nearly inches away from mine some soldiers saw us and stopped what they were doing to come see what was happening between us my face was steaming up so badly to the point I swear I could've felt smoke leave the top of my head , "hey soldier, I see you got the hang of it, good job I only came by to say hi" I couldn't even say anything all I did was sit there like an idiot, it was enjoyable tho if only his face was a lot more closer.. wait I shouldn't be feeling this maybe I just have a fever, " uhm.. soldier? You've been smiling at me for the past few minutes and also your really red, do you have some sort of fever?" I quickly covered my mouth, was I really smiling? why the fuck was I smiling man I fucking hate myself I was literally smiling like some sort of weirdo- "soldier?" "y- yes I'm fine just focused!" I'm not even focused that's a whole lie ill just leave it for now, "alrighty then, everyone back to training!"

inspo from this photo creds to the artist 

 I got up from the hole and remembered my plan from last night I figure now would be a good time to put it into action since boss usually stays in his office till lunch soldier 969  assigned me to clean the weapons but instead I threw them in dirt and poured water on them making mud then I covered them with mud once I was done I took the weapons back set it back where it belongs, I was supposed to have it done by the moment soldier 45 finished his training but they've been done with their training so I headed towards soldier 969, "Oops looks like I didn't wash the weapons now I'm in trouble and should head towards bosses office" "okay?" that was my cue to go to bosses office I ran towards bosses office excited butterflies started to form again but I didn't mind this feeling is amazing I don't ever want this feeling to disappear once I got to bosses office I knocked on his door it seems my excitement got in the way cause when I was knocking, I was knocking really hard and fast, "okay ok  jeez, come in!" I ran into his office closed the door and sat down in a chair almost tipping it over, "oh hello, soldier what brings you here?"  he stopped doing whatever he was doing to turn and face me, "nothing really I only came to talk more, I really liked the last talk we had and I feel we should get to know each other better"

Torchers pov 

get to know each other better? I mean I'm fine with this but I didn't expect him to come to me at that speed just to talk to ... me? me out of all people, since the start I used to think he was lazy and... useless... but at the same time I loved him for that, he isn't all that bad anymore sure I still love him as a friend but I guess it wouldn't hurt to know each other more, " sure why not, so what are your hobbies?" "my favorite hobbies are mostly throwing blades and sleeping what about yours?" he's so nice.. wait what ? Nvm I wont mention it at all, do I even have any hobbies, well a few but not so much since I'm usually busy but I might as well tell him some I have when I'm not busy, "well I don't have much but when it rains I like to stay out and just stay there its pretty nice, I also draw sometimes usually doodles but nothing much, I'm not the artist type, and uh sleep if I have enough time left to do so" "your rlly pretty torcher yk that?" "what?" did he just call me pretty? "OMG I'm srry that just came out-" "was that meant for me soldier?" I could feel my own cheeks start to heat up

Soldiers pov

I was speechless for what I said I have no idea as to why I said that but I cant go back now can I? "uhm, my opinion escaped my thoughts? So I suppose yes?" it was so awkward I wished I hadn't said that why did I say that? now that I think about it this entire day I've been excited over torcher my mind was filled with torcher I dreamed of torcher, I've been feeling butterflies and steaming up over torcher, I literally called him pretty out of no where, I also found myself swooning over him I think no I am bc these are all clues to one conclusion, I'm In love with my boss and I love it for that whole day we talked trying to ignore what happened but deep down I knew he would never forget this, but either way he didnt seem to be disgusted of it he seemed pretty fine so I might have a chance when the day ended we said goodnight and I left his office when I got to bed I started to fangirl over him the butterflies were increasing everytime we got closer and its getting harder to sustain them, sometimes these butterflies make me have lewd dreams I enjoy them but if only they were real, people are starting to get their suspicions sadly, so now when I search up torchers name this thing called torcher x soldier comes up I like the art they made for us I wish we could be just like the art but oh well I decided to stop thinking and just drift off to sleep thinking about torcher fucking mₑ...

(so ima explain my au a bit like their traumas and shit like that in the next chap I think)