4/14/22
Dear Diary,
It's been a while. But i thought i would catch you up. My step mom died due to COVID 2 months ago February 7th, 2022 to be exact. I like someone new AGAIN let's call him B. Before B i liked JP and JP called me ugly so i got rejected that hurt but i'm fine ig. Right now i'm thinking about dying. I annoy L and A there isn't much for me all of my friends def hate me but don't want to hurt me. To be honest i don't think they would care neither would my parents. But think about it if you die no more periods, school, pain, and every bad thing you could think of. Everything would just be gone. So tonight i think i'm gonna try and hopefully it works but before that i have to write my suicide note and blah blah blah. But it'll work out in the end for everyone i'm sure of it . No one will care. No unnecessary caring about me everything and everyone is just gone. Never have to worry about my first bf, or my first kiss all of it will be gone and so will i. So if i don't see you again goodbye and live healthy.
~AJL
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Randomdiary for when i'm at my low state :) tw: cutting, eating struggles, other self harm, su!c!de, and mature language
