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[Taehyung POV]

The year is almost over and award season has already started. It's been a long year and I'm ready for a break. I have some regrets, but I'm not so sure about this one.

Sana and I started dating back in February. We went on a few dates and then we stopped seeing each other. We didn't break up, and we weren't on bad terms. We were both just really busy with work.

Things seemed to never work out for us. If I was on break, she would be out of the country, if she was on a break, I'd be too busy too meet her. I almost regret starting this relationship just because of how much pain it's brought me. But I don't regret it. I don't because I love her. What we're going through right now is just a test for our commitment. I know it sucks, but it won't be always be like this.....hopefully.

We'd both be at this award show tonight, but i doubt we'll actually get to talk to each other. Nobody knows we're dating yet. We basically have to hide whenever we're in public.

We were one of the first groups to arrive so we did the whole red carpet thing and a few interviews before we went in and sat down.

A few minutes later, Twice walks in right passed us. Sana and I lock eyes as they walk by and I felt myself almost stand up out of instinct. They were assigned to the table right in front of us.

As the show went on, I just kept getting more and more frustrated. She was right there. We were finally in the same room, but I couldn't even go up and talk to her.

I tried to focus on the performances, until about halfway through the show, Sana gets up and walks backstage. I wait a few minutes and then I excuse myself to go to the restroom.

She was walking towards me to get back to her seat, staring at the floor. She wasn't paying attention to what was in front of her so I stop near BTS' dressing room and purposely bump into her.

"Oh, sorry! I didn't-" Sana started to apologized until she looked up and saw me.

"You should really watch where you're going." I say, my hand reaching for hers.

She moves her hand away.

"We shouldn't doing this here." Sana whispers.

I look around and over my shoulders.

"You're right." I swiftly grab her wrist and twist the door knob with my other hand, leaning against the door, so we fall inside.

I reach behind her, shut the door, and lock it.

"This is dangerous, we could get caught." Sana says.

At that moment, we feel the bass rumbling outside from another performance starting.

"Everyone's busy watching the show. We don't have anything to worry about. I whisper into her ear.

Sana bites her lip and then looks at me in the eyes, "We'll have to be quick."

Before I could respond, Sana pulls me by my collar and presses her lips against mine.

I feel like I was melting. I've been waiting months to feel something like this again.

We kept in consideration that we had to walk back out to the show later so I had to hold back a bit.

I lift her legs one at a time and wrap them around my waist, carrying her over to the vanity, but never breaking the kiss. I throw off my blazer as things start to heat up.

We finally part to catch our breath.
Sana releases the button of my pants, keeping eye contact with me.

I felt myself become excited, but I wasn't just gonna go with it so easily.

I grab her wrist before she could pull away.

"What is it that you want?" I say in a deep voice.

Sana leans closer to my face, her eyes mesmerizing me.

"I want you to do anything you want to me." I could barely hear her with the show going on outside, but I could read her lips perfectly.

I kiss her once more before I push my pants and my briefs down and let them fall to my ankles. I kiss her neck as she does the same with her panties.

I didn't waste any time. I pushed myself inside of her as Sana lets her head fall back.

It may not seem like it, but she likes it rough. I start moving my hips faster, pounding in between her legs as Sana digs her nails into my back.

We were being loud. Real loud. But it didn't matter. No one could hear us over the music outside. I moaned out as loud as I wanted.

I lean in closer, pounding deeper inside, moaning and whispering in her ear.

"You like that? I've been waiting so long just to fuck you. You're so fucking hot."

Sana only whimpers in response, but turned me on even more.

It sounded like the song was coming to an end outside so I didn't hold back.

I fucked her so hard that her body was jerking every time I thrust my hips. She came plenty of times but I wasn't done yet.

I was able to go a few more times before I reached my limit, letting myself out inside of her.

The both of us stop moving. Sana holds me as I slowly fall over her.

I took back up at her when I catch my breath and she kisses me once again.

The song outside ends and the announcer comes back on stage.

"I guess we should head back now." I say breathlessly.

"I guess we should." Sana says, stepping down from the vanity and pulling her dress back down.

We quickly clean ourselves up and head back to our seats. But when we left the dressing room, I let her leave first and then I left a few minutes later to avoid any suspicion if anyone happened to see us.

I sit back down and Jimin elbows me.

"Dude, what took you so long? You misses the entire performance." He whisper-yells at me.

"I had a bad lunch." I make up and excuse.

Sometime during the show, Sana looked back at me and smiled.

Just you wait, Sana. This is not the end of what happened here tonight.