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Taehyung's POV

I feel deprived. Deprived of something I've never had. Everyone has their needs and desires, but I feel like mine have been neglected for years.

My parents left me alone while they were gone on a business trip. Even so, I had my own private part of the house. It was separate from the rest of the house.

I'm twenty-five years old and still living on my parents' property. Some might call it embarrassing, but I call it strategic. I've been saving up for a while and I have enough to get myself my own place now, it's just, I don't exactly know where I want to go.

Anyways, I hired someone to come over and spend some time with me, and possibly have some fun. I had good money, might as well treat myself.

The night started off pretty normal, we ate and talked for a while. I didn't mind. I at least wanted to get to know the girl before we were in bed together.

Her name was Sana. She was from Japan and she's one year younger than me.

Eventually, we stopped talking and started kissing. I didn't want to get too attached to her. She was just there to do her job anyways.

We kissed as I brought us over to my bedroom. Her body was amazing. I couldn't take my eyes off of her.

Once we started going, it was hard to stop. We moved all over the room, moving into different positions and experimenting with whatever felt good. She was amazing. That was the best I ever felt in a long time.

She knew what she was doing, that's for sure. She made me feel things I've never felt before. I could do this all day.

I made her cum so many times before I started gassing out. I was surprised we could keep going that long.

She was beautiful. Her face distracted me almost the entire time, even if her eyes were closed. If I wasn't admiring her face, I was admiring her body. She drew me in.

We went through a ton of different positions before I tapped out. I had my fun, but it was too much for me at some point. We all have our limits.

After that night, she left and I paid her.

But I couldn't sleep that night though. I kept thinking about her.

It was supposed to be no feelings involved, but I felt something. Something different.

A few days later, I hire her again.

"You again? Just can't get enough of me, can you?" Sana asks as I let her inside.

"About that..." I say, shutting the door, "Let's talk for a bit."

We take a seat in the living room.

"I had such a great time with you the other night," I say, "I really want to get to know you more."

We talked longer this time, but eventually, things escalated and we were in bed again.

It was different this time around.

"Tell me what you want." I said.

"Fuck me senseless, babe. Fuck me 'till I can't walk anymore."

She called me 'babe'...that's a new one.

She liked it rough. I slammed myself so hard into her, I thought we were going to break the bed. Hearing her voice drove me to keep going.

She kissed me today. That was different too. We've kissed before, but today, she kissed me everywhere she could reach. I gladly returned the favor.

I kept hiring Sana until my parents got back from their trip.

Every night, we talked and learned new things about each other and then spent some more time in bed.

One night, my mind wandered.

"Are you like this with your other clients?" I asked her.

She chuckles, "You're my only client, Taehyung."

I was shocked, "What? Really?"

She nods, "You were my first one and you've been my only one so far."

"Have you ever...had sex before this?"

"I'm probably not what you think I am." She says, "I'm pretty new to this whole thing."

I scoff, "Well...you're pretty good at it."

"I learned as we went along."

I stopped hiring Sana when my parents were back. I didn't want them to know about that. I thought I could just go on with my life, but I couldn't get over her. I couldn't stop thinking about her.

I gave her another call, but it wasn't for the same reason this time.

"Oh, Taehyung. It's been a while." She answers my call.

"Yeah, hi Sana. Can I ask you something?"

"You want me to come over?"

"Well yes, but-"

"I'll be there in a few."

"Wait-!"

She hung up before I could finish what I was saying.

I made sure I was by the door to let her in before my parents saw her.

"I wanted to ask you something, Sana." I say as I shut the door to my room.

"I have something I wanted to tell you too." She says.

Suddenly, I was curious. I wanted to hear what she had to say.

"You can go first." I tell her.

She sits on the edge of my bed, "Well...you might not be seeing me like this anymore."

"What? What are you talking about?"

"I found another job." She says, "This might be my last gig."

I was happy for her but worried at the same time.

"What did you want to ask me, Tae?" She motions for me to come sit with her.

"Um..." I sigh, "I was gonna ask you...if you wanted to go on a date with me..?"

She stares at me.

"Like, an actual date? No business involved and no sex involved- I mean, unless you want to." I cringed at my own words.

"You have good timing." She smiles.

I thought her leaving this job would mean the end of our relationship, or whatever we had, but it was the complete opposite.

She told me she got attached to me since I was her only client and I kept coming back. She couldn't bring herself to pick up any gigs with anyone else.

We took things from the top, started over, well sort of.

We still had one that thing that never changed.