I have two items on my bucket list
To punch someone in the face as hard as i can
To be old and race wheelchairs in a senior care center
These two items have been a constant burning flame
Two things that i absolutely have to do before i die
To feel an emotion so strong I can no longer hide my shaking fist
To feel the thrill of life... laughing with friends... living in the moment
not swallowed in regrets and longing
There have been nights I am laying on bed
Thinking things would be better if i were dead
But in the back of mind
Coming through the fog is this picture
Of me old... laughing... racing wheelchairs
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After Drowning - A Collection
Short StoryJournal and poems that deal with different areas of life. TW: Depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, sexual assault