I want to take my body apart and put it back together.
Put it together with parts that don't have reminders of you.
I want a new back
One that you didn't kiss down the left side
that I can't feel your tongue on
I want a new mouth that doesn't hold the taste of your high
I want new breast
Ones that don't have your bite marks and saliva
that aren't so soft you just have to have them
I want a new neck
One that you didn't suck while i pulled away
that your unwelcome hands didn't grab
I want a new ass
One that you weren't putting your handprint on
I want new eyes that didn't stare into yours as I said you should stop
new hands that weren't constantly pulling yours away
new thighs that you didn't touch and I fought to keep closed
a new brain that doesn't replay this night over and over
And I want a new heart that doesn't hurt from you
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After Drowning - A Collection
Short StoryJournal and poems that deal with different areas of life. TW: Depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, sexual assault