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Chapter 30

In that Island, there's a small school. That's where I go, its always crowded; Its like I was In a strike every single day, I barely eat in Three days. It became my hobby for 4 months and 19 days

Until they decided to take me from that island and Move with me to the City. That's when I got to hold a phone and Have access on social medias.

The first thing I did was to Find Taerin, to ask her for help, but seeing her Social media account, I become hesitant; I saw how happy and Beautiful her life is. I do not want to involve her with my messy life. So I didn't reach out on her but I did follow her, I was surprised to see her dm me but I didn't reply

My life is too messed up to have her involved. She cannot be involved in my life, she cannot be involved with anything related with dad. I will never forgive myself if she get involved. But She didn't stop dm-ing me. At the same time, Mark Dm-ed me, I read his dm.

He told me how Taerin is doing with mout me, He told me how taerin cried thinking about me, He told me how Taerin Sob in his arms seeing my photos online, he told me How much Taerin tried to find me, He told me how Taerin misses me and How she wanted to talk to me.

It broke me as I read his Message. I never want to be the reason for Taerin To Cry, I dont want her to waste her tears for me, She is special. Yet she is also the only person I have

On the same day, Me and Mom met as I was running away from Hana, My half sister. I was surprised to see her here, But I choose to ignore and act cold, knowing once My half sibling see this I am going to get beaten and Thunder will be separated from me.

I saw Taerin Dm me, I decided to trust Her soulmate and Replied to her. I did resent our mom. The memory of her Turning her back at me still hunts me. I was too scared that once I be with her again she might turn her back on me again which I do not want to see again

Knowing that Taerin Will be coming to china made me Anxious, Knowing dad he might have notice that I am acting very strange that day. I had to ran away from home in order to see Taerin. But in order for me to successfully ran away, I used whatever I learned from teakwondo on my dad, And Ran away from them.

I met Taerin, seeing her makes me want to tell her to Ran away and to never find me again, But I didn't I pushed her away instead, I acted like I didn't want to be with her at all, I tried my best to make her realize that she is better off with out me. But because she was adamant I was on my limits and Broke her arm, and Ran away

I got home and Found out my step mom I going to sold me to some business tycoons that they had to be linked with. I declined. but they told me that they would put me on an auction, I was prepared. I accepted the fact that My life will stay like that until My last second here on earth

But to my surprise, Mom was at the auction she bought me, I was surprised but I was relieved. Although I still loathe her

I didn't want to talk to her, i know that i have to live with her now. She and I talked it out, It was messy, I had to tell her every single thing, I have to tell her all the beatings I took, I know that I have anxiety but it worsen.

We went to see a psychiatrist and I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression. In a month they told me to go on a rehab but I decline

Until I felt like dying every single day, Thunder wasn't by my side, he was still with my dad, Mom assured me to that she will try to get him from dad as I go get checked every week, but it was very hard, until I decided to talk to my step dad, he told me many things that made me realize that I have to be okay.

I got better, My 3 month stay made me Better, I got discharged, when I went home, Thunder was there. Playing with My stepdad

5 months after my recovery, Mom allowed me to stay with Rin, But she must be there for 2 weeks. Mom Stepdad and Little brother Went there with me. They stayed with me until Rin went to collage, she left the house and stay in an apartment with Mark

I was left In the house, not going out, unless I have to buy. Thunder was by my side making sure I am always safe.

Thunder Is my only light when i was in the dark. He stayed with me Even though It was hard. He never left me. He is the only one who cared for me When I felt like dying. He made My life a bit fun. He is the reason why I am still live

I owe him my everything. Thunder is my universe. He will always be my happiness and my comfort.

I turned around and Smiled at Thunder, I opened the door and Watch him Jump out of the car and Ran to the sea.

A smile went into my face as I saw Him splashing himself some water.

Taeji: cute

My phone suddenly rang, I fished it out of my pocket and saw Taerin's Number, I answer it and was greeted by a loud voice of... Haechan?

TO BE CONTINUED