I wake up to the sight of my mother holding a brown bag and an iced coffee.
"Here I got you breakfast and a coffee."
She places them on the end table.
"Amanda I love you. If I ever made you feel like I didn't I'm sorry. You are the best thing to have happen to me I mean it. I love you."
"I love you too mom."
"Mm mm mm mm mm mm mm mm mmmuwah." My mother begins to place a bunch of kisses all over my face.
"Mom stop." I say giggling.
…
As I'm heading home from practice I get a notification. I have a friend request. I tap the notification to see who it is.
For some weird reason my heart skips a beat when I see that it's Michelle
I click on her profile and I can't believe that so many people with check marks follow her.
I didn't know she was this popular. Of course she is she's really cool. I look through her posts and I find a couple of people who she reposts and tags a lot. One it looks like it could be her boss or something. They seem to tease each other a lot. The other one is a good looking Korean man. She reposts and hearts his posts a lot… are they… I don't think she wears a ring but some married couples don't.
I started to feel sad but I should be happy that she has someone that hopefully makes her happy. They better.
I accepted her friend request and continued walking home. As soon as I open the door I get another notification. Michelle has sent me a direct message.
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(hey)
(how are you)
(I'm ok) (u)
(I'm fine)
Yes you are.
(what are you doing)
(questions mark)
Huh?
(I just got out of school what about you)
(I just got off work)
(diving home)
(oh I'll message you later then it's kinda dangerous to be driving and using your phone.)
(it's oak Kay)
(I'm using voice commands)
That's makes sense
(wow dude couldn't bother putting on your turn signals)
Lol
(please ignore that)
(I just wanted to apologize for the pool party I'm sorry you didn't have a good time)
(you don't have to it wasn't your fault)
(If you ever want to come take a dip let me know)
(I will)
Throughout the week I kept texting with Michelle it's usually small talk but today I decided to test something out. I messaged a link to a well-known lesbian singer's song. I just want to know if she'll accept me not that I'll be coming out any time soon I'm scared of how my mother will react.
I shriek of happiness when she heart it and said she also listens to her.
I was so happy, I wonder if she's into girls, even just a little bit… probably not.
