Walton sibling imagines

Javon

YOUR POV:

I stared at myself in the mirror looking at the pimples on my face, my smile was ugly, my skin wasn't clear. why did javon choose me? there's so many other girls that he could have chosen why me? I'm not special he deserves better.

I put my face in my hands and let all the tears fall down my face. I was bullied all year for my looks and body which really changed me as a person. I became moody, I stayed in my room all day, And I tried everything to look like all the other beautiful girls, but I will never be perfect like them. And what makes me even more insecure is knowing that there are thousands of people who hate me because I'm with javon, everytime I open my dms they are full of people making fun of me and telling me I don't belong in this world

a knock stopped me from what I was just thinking, I quickly wiped the tears off my cheeks and unlocked the door to be greeted to a smiling javon, but he stopped smiling once he noticed my red and puffy eyes "Hey are you ok?" Javon asked with a worried expression I just nodded and sat on my bed motioning him to come sit beside me, once he did he put a hand on my cheek and pecked my cheek "you know you can talk to me y/n. I will always be here for you and I love you so please talk to me and tell me what's wrong." I grew up in a household where it wasn't ok to cry, and if I did cry I was considered dramatic or called a crybaby so I just stopped telling people how I feel to stop myself from being judged or called names. I tried to hold back my tears but I couldn't help but let them all out.

I layed my head on javons shoulder as he rubbed my back trying to comfort me. I calmed down after about 10 minutes of crying a River, I looked up at javon who had a sad expression on his face "why do you like me? I'm not good enough You deserve to be with someone pretty" I was going to say more but I couldn't because of the tears and my throat being dry I saw a few tears roll down his face and he sat there for a few seconds until he spoke up "y/n your perfect. I would never leave you for someone else. I mean look at you your eyes are the perfect color I could stare into them all day and never get bored or tired of looking into them. You are the person I want to spend the rest of my life with please believe me I love you so much, I don't care about the other girls I'm yours and I always will be yours." It made me crack a smile, nobody's ever said anything like that to me before, im so lucky to have him. Every relationship I've been in Ive always been left for someone else but hearing that come out of javons mouth made me happy and more tears started rolling down my cheeks, but this time they weren't sad tears no they were happy tears.

Javon is the person I want to forever be with.

A/N: I rlly hope y'all enjoyed this, I wrote this bc i relate to it, growing up I was always called a crybaby and told I'll go no where in life because I'm sensitive, and I was bullied all last year but that's life I guess. But I know there's millions of people who have went through similar stuff like me. You aren't alone and you are so loved. Please never give up your here for a reason, love bri <33