4/15/22
TikTok: off.honey
This isn't formal, just my thoughts. If you relate let me know
—sorry for any spelling mistakes—
I think my perfect relationship is with someone that's like my best friend. We get each other so we'll, we don't have to be alike, in fact I think it would be better if we're a little different and can learn/inspire each other. I wanna feel like he just gets me and like I don't have to pretend to be anything other than who I am. I wanna feel like I'm in a movie that I never want to end of like I'm floating on a cloud and even if I fall off, all this would have been worth it because he changed me for the better. We made so many amazing memories, staying up late at night watching movies, dancing in the rain, laughing, talking about the deepest and dumbest things in our brain. I wanna feel like it's just me and you on this planet when we're together. I want you to be so comfortable around me and I'm so comfortable around. "The universe was made just to be seen by my eyes"
Sometimes the idea of being in love scares me, giving that much power of your self and heart to someone else, hoping they don't break you cause building yourself back up is a slow, painful process . Love always ends either by choice or death, pain is unavoidable, but even with that fear, love still excites me. Floating on a cloud of love feels so good and life is too short to worry about the fall. If you fall you fall, you built yourself up before you'll do it again. Even if it takes a life time and it hurts like hell, I still will always love love.
I just hope your worth the heartbreak in the end
