Hinny forever

Harry missing

Ginny's POV

I wake up by the sound of birds singing or it could be Ron trying to annoy me.

I get out of bed, I dress up and then I go down to the kitchen. My mother as always is cooking her delicious breakfast. I get closer to her.

- "Good morning mum, can I help you in something?"

- "Yes dear, can you go to wake up the rest?"

I kiss her cheek and I leave. I go, silently, up to Ron's room to wake them up. When I get there I open slowly the door and I enter the room. First I go to Harry's bed. Strangely his not in his bed. He must be in the bathroom or in the yard. So I walk to Ron's bed when I reach it, I take my wand and:

- "Aguamenti!" In a no verbal spell. And then I ran towards the kitchen, when I am almost in the living room I hear Ron shouting:

- "GINNYYY, IF I FOUND YOU, YOU WILL REGRET IT!"

I enter the kitchen laughing. My mother gives me a disapproving gaze and then continues with the breakfast but I can see that she has a little smile.

- "Mum?"

- "Yes dear?"

- "Have you seen Harry? He wasn't in the room."

Mum turns around to face me with a worried face.

- "Are sure he wasn't there?" I nod

- "When Ron comes down ask him."

I nod again and I continue helping her. Ron comes down so I go to ask him.

- "Ron, have you seen Harry?"

- "No, I thought he was here."

My eyes wides. If Ron doesn't know where he is when he shares room with him. He can't just disappear... Well, he can.

- "Ron, he isn't here. We need to find him, go tell Hermione and the rest."

When all Weasleys are ready I tell them that we don't know where Harry is. So we start to think places in which Harry could be. Ron and Hermione are going to 12 Grimmauld Place, mum, dad, Bill and Charlie are going to Hogwarts, and I will stay here in case he returns. They are all leaving when I realize a very important place Harry, Godric Hollow. So when they are already gone I appear in the village. It is a really nice place. I start to walk around trying to find his first house. When I arrive there, Harry isn't there so I decide to go to the graveyard. I walk towards there but I stop as I see a black shape kneel in front of a double grave.

Harry's POV

I've been thinking about going to visit my parent's grave. But I don't want anyone to go with me because they will think I am crazy or they will just look at me with a comprehensive gazes or... I don't know. Well I should get going. I take my invisible cloak, a black jacket and I go down stairs. Is early as Mrs Weasley is here making the breakfast. I put my jacket and cloak on, so she does not see me, and I go a bit far away from the Burrow, so that the crack does not wake them, and I appear where all started.

I start walking towards the graveyard in search for my parent's grave.

I have been an hour here when finally I see the grave, I go slowly, and I kneel in front of it. I look at it and:

- "Mum, dad... It's me, Harry. I did it. Voldemort is finally defeated, I defeat him two or three days ago. When I was in the forest, when I was going to let Voldemort kill me, I saw you, and when I was going to die and I closed my eyes and I saw Ginny." I sigh, but I continue,

-"I really love her, it is my life, but I feel like if I am not enough for her and I feel guilty for all the deaths, everyone says that it wasn't my fault, but I can't help but blaming myself for your death and all the people that died at the battle of Hogwarts. I feel like I could have fought harder, I feel like it should be me who died instead of them, of you, I feel like I am not worthy of their pain, or of their comfort words. People call me a hero, but I the only thing that I bring is pain, suffer and death. I would love to have you here, I would love you to be proud of me, I would love you to give me any advice, anything. I am lost and I don't know the way back." My voice breaks and I let thick tears roll through my cheeks.

Ginny's POV

I walk slowly straight to the person when I am close enough I can hear he is talking.

- "Mum, dad... It's me, Harry. I did it. Voldemort is finally defeated, I defeat him two or three days ago. When I was in the forest, when I was going to let Voldemort kill me, I saw you, and when I was going to die and I closed my eyes and I saw Ginny." My hearts melt but he sighs, and continues.

-"I really love her, it is my life, but I feel as I am not enough for her," my heart just breaks in two "and I feel guilty for all the deaths, everyone says that it wasn't my fault, but I can't help but blaming myself for your death and all the people that died at the battle of Hogwarts. I feel like I could have fought harder, I feel like it should be me who died instead of them, of you, I feel like I am not worthy of their pain, or of their comfort words. People call me a hero, but I the only thing that I bring is pain, suffer and death. I would love to have you here, I would love you to be proud of me, I would love you to give me any advice, anything. I am lost and I don't know the way back." Finally his voice breaks like his feelings, and lets tears roll his beautiful cheeks. I blame myself for not noticing his struggle. I ran at his side and I hug him tightly, at first he is shock by my presence but immediately he hugs me back. And he lets more tears roll down his cheek.

When we both break apart, we separate a little bit, but he still has his look at the ground, I take his chin and I make him look at me.

- "Harry, they will be very proud of you, I am very proud of you. And your way is where your family is or where or who will be, and as you said I will be always with you." I say with a encourage smile. He smiles, and kisses me trying to express all his feelings. We break apart and he says:

- "Thank you Ginny, for always be there." He says giving a truthfully smile.

- "Whenever." I say giving him another kiss. I break and say:

- "We should return, we were really worried for you" He nods. I take his hand and we appear home where there is a lot of noises. I raise my head and I see a bunch of redheaded running towards us. And without giving us enough time to scape, we find ourselves in a broken bones hug. They break the hug and they start to ask us a million of questions. I am going to wait until they finish. I look at Harry, I laugh slightly, because he has a face of been very overwhelmed, so I decide to stop them, he is having a hard day.

- "Stop, please, we are tired and we want to relax. Let's go Harry" I take his hand and I guide him outside. But before I leave with him:

- "Later I will tell you but wait until he is better" My mother is about to protest but I interrupt her.

- "I promise I will tell you, after dinner". She surrender and nods. I smile and I leave. I go outside and I see Harry just standing there deep in thoughts, I walk to his side and I hug his arm. He smiles at me setting aside his thoughts.

- "Thanks" He simply says. I smile, but I want to tease him.

- "For what?" I say with a grin.

- "For getting me away of their questions and not criticizing my decision of going to visit my parents' grave." He explains

The last part I didn't expected. Again, I smile and nod. I drag him to the nearest tree and I make him sit under it. We have been hours sitting there, talking, laughing or just been in silence, but mostly enjoying our mutual company. But then we hear my mother shout:

- "DINNER IS READY!!"

Immediately he stands up and offers me his hand, I take it, we stand and we go towards the Burrow with our hands interlock.

After the dinner I tell them what happened. And theyunderstand his reasons but they don't like the scare he gave us all. When theexplanation finished, I go to my bedroom, and I found a sleepy Harry. I go tohis bed I kiss his forehead and then I fell asleep in my bed.