Love or Hate? (YIZHAN) (ON HOLD- MAY BE DISCONTINUED)

Chapter 2

Previous morning of the incident...

When the plane landed I looked around trying to find my brother. Even though it has been years I can easily recognise my brother no matter how long we've been apart.

Yang also came with us since he didn't want to leave us alone and he didn't want to be alone. Well I don't blame him, I am the best. He's going to study business and Husaing is going to do IT. I'm going to study business and art.

I saw my brother standing at the corner and when he saw me his eyes opened widen in shock and his mouth was also open. I looked to his side and saw Yibos older brother. Weird. I was walking to them when suddenly I saw a huge blob of purple tackling me and hugging me so tight that I felt some bones break. "C-can't b-breathe" I said while tapping his back. Xichen laughed while I gave him a helpless look.

"That's enough Cheng (XC) you don't want to suffocate him to death do you?" He let go and I was regaining my breath

"I can't help it." He whined. "It's been so long since I've seen him let alone hug him" I was so shocked seeing him whine and pout. It was kinda disgusting seeing a grown man do that unless it's me of course.

"Stop that. You look ugly" I teased "but why did you bring Mr Wang here?"

"Mr Wang? What happened to Xichen ge?" Xichen asked.

"No need" I simply stated

"Well it might be since we are mates" Cheng said nervously

"Congratulations ChengCheng" I said with a smile then hugged him then Xichen "you hurt him and I will make you regret the day you were born Mr Wang" I said with a sinister tone and I could feel him shiver and sweat. I smirked.

"I-I will never h-hurt him" I smiled then released the hug. I may be an omega but that doesn't mean I can't make an alpha beg for mercy, I have a lot of tricks up my sleeves. "Then I will call you Xichen ge (WX) like before"

"Of course. Now let's go I'll take you to the pack house"

"No need. We have our own place"

"What? Why? Aren't you going to live with us?" Cheng said with a hint of sadness

"No. We prefer our own privacy and I don't feel comfortable living in the pack house or our old house. Hope you understand" I said softly, they both gave me an sympathetic look then we got our bags and left. No point giving any sympathy not like it's gonna change anything. I sighed then followed them to the car.

When we were in the car Cheng started to talk. "Are you going to study here?"

"Yep we have already enrolled to our courses" Huisang said.

"Good. And erm can you come to the pack house tomorrow it's important" I looked at my brother and gave a hesitant look. "Please. There's someone who wants to meet you"

"Who?"

"You'll find out if you go"

"Fine I'll go after uni" I gave an eyeroll then went on my phone

They dropped us off at our apartment, well penthouse. I went in then went straight to my room and fell asleep. I was so tired and I have a feeling tomorrow will be a long day.

Day of incident...

I woke up at 9 since I didn't have any classes and we only had to collect our schedules. We went to the lift and reached the basement where my car was. I drove to the university and it was so big and beautiful. It looked so clean and the surrounding was green. There were some flowers planted at the side and birds on the tree, it looked like something out of a fairytale. Well the university did look like a castle.

We went to the principles office and got our schedules. "Simon will show you a tour of the school" we all nodded then followed him.

The school was really big and high end. It had a lot of good facilities and was modern compared to how it looked on the outside. Our final destination was the cafeteria and I heard the voice which I hated the most "Pay for it? This shirt costs more than you. What a pathetic excuse of a wolf! What's the point of having heightened senses if you can't use them!." The poor boy was on the verge of crying and it's pretty obvious what happened and that it was an accident. But guess some people are too stupid to realise that. Eyeroll.

(I can't be bothered to write the text again as it's the same as chapter 1 but instead there will be Zhans thinking and how he was feeling)

He turned around and he had a look of shock on his face. No matter how much of a bastard he was, he is very handsome. He has sharp eyebrows and jaw. A pointed nose and almond shaped eyes. His black eyes contradicted with his pale skin. He's very tall and had a muscular built. He towered over a lot of people and had an intimated aura. He had a stone face when talking to the boy but when he looked at me I could see all his emotions through his eyes. I saw regret, pain and sadness. He was wearing white which is ironic considering he's an actual devil but oh well he's the heir of the pack so we need to respect him and all that shit but not me since I'm not in a pack anymore, you could say I'm a rogue. I still wonder why Xichen isn't the heir, I mean he is older.

When he said it was still my home I really wanted to kill him. This hasn't been my home ever since that dreadful night. That night ruined me and changed me. I couldn't stand looking at his face anymore, I hate him!

When I went to the boy I spoke softly and I could feel him glaring at us probably because I spoke nicely to the kid but who cares, he's no one to me and he doesn't deserve any of my kindness. He lost any love I had for him that night. The night where I lost all of my emotions but I'm getting better and I'm not gonna ruin it for a useless bastard.

On my way leaving I said he stinks well I don't really know since I can't smell him anymore. I don't know whether I should feel sad or happy about it, we only have one mate and he was supposed to be mine but guess some things aren't meant to be.

I walked the boy to his class and talked to him so more. He was really shy and sweet like a cinnamon roll. He also told me what position that bastard holds in this school. He's like a king and sleeps around, not surprised. He's also very cold and arrogant. Such a shame. He's very handsome but his personality is shit. I sighed. Guess some people can't have it all expect from me.

I decided to go to the pack house straight from uni and my friends wanted to join me as they know what happened and honestly it would be nice to have support, so we reached the pack house and it would be a lie to say I was not nervous to see everyone again. I'm lucky to have my friends with me if not I wouldn't have been abled to do it. I may have changed but this is my past we're talking about. The people who hurt me, who tortured me, who broke me and ruined my life because I was different. I sighed. It's now or never.

When I opened the door I was shocked to see...

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