*NO HATE*
" sunlight hit my face as I open my eyes".
Y/N - *rubs eye* hm, where is Jimin ??
I wasn't able to find Jimin around the room. so I thought if he is in the bathroom taking bath, but he was not there too. I took the robe and wore it.
I started searching for my phone to call him ..................... but
Y/N - w-wait what is this.
hi !!
you were not that good, I told them to send a professional but they sent me a newbie
but it's okay, I want to give you some advice " spend some time with 2-3 guys more and learn
how to do sex, my expectations were high as u are good looking but it was waste and you
cummed fast too ". ' we went for more than 1 round and I realized I didn't even use condoms, so I am
$100 extra, if you get pregnant you can do abortion, get trained well ' YOU ARE BEAUTIFULL '.
there was $600 under the letter, I couldn't understand but g-guys ...... a-abortion ............ money why are they here ??? Does he thinks of me as SLUT .............. I was very mad at Jimin but I don't know why I started crying, I didn't mean to cry ........ but these fucking tears are flowing by themselves I want to stop them but I c-can't-
KNOCK KNOCK ~~
*rubs face *
Y/N - who's there ?? j-Jimin are you there ........
He came back, it was a prank, I was crying for nothing ................. he LIKES me right ??? He can't leave me, he WANTS me. I opened the door happily-
Worker - excuse me, but we need to clean the room ..... can we ??
Tears started falling again out of control ......
Worker - M-Ma'am are you okay? are y-you hurt ?? * tensioned *
Y/N (fakes smile) - *sob* i-i am okay, I w-will inform you, when I am going to leave from here.
AS SHE TURNED AROUND TO LEAVE TOYOU CALL HER -
Y/N - I have a favor to ask you, can you please call Mia from room 13
worker - sure, I will.
YOU SAT ON THE BED IN A CRYING POSITION AND YOU STARTED CRYING OUT A LOUD ...
MIA CAME RUNNING AND SHE KNOCKED ON THE DOOR .YOU RUB YOUR FACE
Y/N - come in.
SHE CAME IN ...... she saw me rubbing my cheeks
Mia - Y-Y/N, what happened did you cry? tell me ?? did something happen..................................
She was asking questions that I burst out in tears and -
Y/N - WAaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! m-my bad dream came true *sob sob*
Mia hugged me and started consoling me, I told her everything and she was mad at jimin that if he came in front of her she will kill him.......
Namjoon and Taehyung also came........................ I couldn't stop myself from crying and they were consoling me and Mia also started crying ...... then, we went our home .................... i didn't show her the letter that jimin left...
ALMOST AFTER A MONTH.
My mom kicked me out of the house, after she saw hickeys on my neck she was, again and again, asking who did this?? but I wasn't able to answer so, me, Taehyung and his boyfriend Jungkook, we are roommates now. I helped them meeting so, they gave me their house and I am living for free doing house chores ........................................... Namjoon and Mia also asked me to live with them, but I denied them because Kyungmin unnie came back and lives with them.
TODAY IS OUR GRADUATION AND I HAVE MOVED ON FROM JIMIN , I AM NOT GONNA FALL IN LOVE WITH ANYONE, I am living happily on my own ...
Mia - Are you okay ??
Y/N - ya of course what will happen to me.
Mia - let's go and play truth and dare last time with all of our friends.
Y/N -ofc, let's goooooo.
IT'S MY TURN -
Someone - how was your 1st night ???
NJ and Mia - yaaahh !!
Y/n - it's okay, hmmm
SO, HOW DO I REMEMBER THAT NIGHT?
OUR LOVE, WE WEREN'T PERFECT OR I ........... I WAS LOUSY, HE ASKED ME ARE YOU OKAY, INDIRECTLY SO TIME , BUT THAT NIGHT MADE ME THINK 'THE FIRST TIME ' MIGHT NOT BE A JUST SEXUAL WORD , IT CAN BE A SWEET WORD FOR SOMEONE. LITERALLY 'THE FIRST EXPERIENCE'. IT CAN NOT COME BACK FOREVER. BUT I GUESS "I WAS SO LUCKY TO HAVE HIM FOR MY FIRST TIME".
I want to tell them this but I will not.
Tears start falling again, after thinking of you and your memories I guess drinks literally bring MEMORIES back.
Someone - why are you crying ??
they all were watching me.
Y/N - ehhheeehhe, did I, make you worry, My first Night ............... 'It was the worst night ever '.
all of them started laughing and Mia was watching me, I passed a smile to her ' mia I am okay '.
' EVERY DAY I THOUGHT ABOUT TEXTING YOU FIRST, BUT THEN I THOUGHT "IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME '.
I ASKED MYSELF A LAST QUESTION "IS THIS THE ENDING"?
GUYS IF YOU LIKE MY STORY, VOTE, SHARE, COMMENT, FOLLOW ME .......................
THE END
The sad ending is only because the author stops telling the story. But it still goes on. It's just untold.
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