The gangbangers rival (rio x reader . Good girls )

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Rio POV
With my hands I squeeze slightly tighter and the stress creeps it's way through the cracks. Her face was the only thing I could picture when I closed my eyes and when I opened them, she was there, but she didn't see me.
Looking up at her, I couldn't stand it; keeping up the business, those three girls who were too close to her, causing too much trouble, y/n in hospital and not knowing why she isn't awake or what really happened. I stood up and took my leave without looking back, I need to clear my head.

I walked around the park where I found y/n and Alec would go from time to time. Around the play ground I saw Alec running around with one of Beth's kids, then spotting Beth sitting on the bench. I walked over to the bench and sat on the opposite side, it seems I couldn't be more squished up against the arm of the bench. Beth turns her head to look at me while I keep my eyes focused on Alec. "How is she?" My jaw tightens a little before responding a moment later "her condition hasn't changed" a large pain grows in my chest and all I want is to hold her against me knowing everything will be ok, but all I could do was stare.

I leaned forwards with my elbows on my knees and my hands clasped together rocking my feet back and forth slightly, still watching Alec run around. I started to daydream about y/n, completely blocking out everything and everyone around me. I still have so much on my plate and y/n should be that last person to think about right now but she's all I can think about. A shaking hand on my shoulder pulled me out of my trance and I turned my head to Beth. "Are you ok?" She asked, it's weird, she's scared of me I can tell, she's shaking just touching me and I can hear the nervousness in her voice as if I would snap any second, yet I respond "I don't know" I turn my head back to Alec before standing up deciding I didn't want to be here anymore, I call Alec over to take him with me. Alec smiles and comes running to me, I pick him up giving a small wave to Beth, telling her I would be in contact soon also giving a small thank you for looking after Alec before leaving.

I spend the rest of my day with Alec although I had a few times where I couldn't look at him without seeing her which only hurt me more. When we went home to the seemingly empty house, I put Alec to sleep and went to go relax for the night and try to get some sleep. I haven't been sleeping properly and it's starting to drive me crazy. I see her sometimes, in my dreams that seem more like nightmares, sometimes I'll even believe that I see her walking around or just standing there. I'm starting to think I need help, but who would help me? I closed my eyes after laying down hoping to get a good nights rest for once. But the moment I started to calm down and fall asleep my phone rang...WHO THE FUCK IS CALLING ME? I shot up and checked my phone, "fucking John?" I sighed and answered the phone "what?" I asked, John replied quickly "something is happening, somethings wrong", I pinched the bridge of my nose "what do you mean? What's wrong?" I can hear shuffling in the background before John says "There doesn't seem to be the same amount as the last couple of weeks, Liam and Marcus have been missing for a week and there is no way to track them, some girls keep calling asking for you saying that you know what they are calling for, everything has gone to shit" I rub my hand over my face already stressed out and pissed off "God fucking damn it, I'll be there in 10" and I cut off the call before he has a chance to respond. Putting down the phone I sigh before getting up getting changed back into my clothes before grabbing my coat and going into Alec's room to make sure he's asleep. I know I shouldn't leave him alone by himself but what could go wrong, he's asleep and I have cameras inside and outside the house. Leaving the house and locking the door I get into my car before heading over to the warehouse.

10 mins later

I grab a gun and a duffle bag out of the trunk of my car before locking it and heading inside. I shut the door of the building behind me and immediately pull out my gun before shooting the asshole to the left of me, seeing John stop in his tracks then watching as I move over to him. "He sent out Liam and Marcus, he was in charge of 8M team 6 he should have been in full contact and kept them completely safe" John just nods his head "ok so what's with the money and the girls?" I asked john, still annoyed that I have to be here. "Well I had to go back through and track the money that's missing but there's no information about the money and there's no recordings of anyone stealing the money, as for the girls well I think they are planning something or they have fucked up somehow" I rolled my eyes "do you have a file or any information for me to look at?" John nods and leads me over to the next room with a file on the desk, I sat down and looked though it almost immediately knowing what was happening. "Alright I've got it under control don't worry" I took my keys out and went to sit in my car again.

I tracked where Beth was and made my way there, for some reason she was in a bar at 1:30 in the morning. I got to the bar and headed inside sitting next to Beth. She started talking and I didn't fully listen before I immediately got to business, "where's my money Beth?" She shifted slightly and started to make up excuses, I chuckle a little at how nervous she is "your gonna get my money for me, I know you will" I nodded me head slightly at the end looking up from my drink that I had ordered. She looked me in disbelief "you want me to get you $500,000? How am I meant to do that I had to rob a fucking grocery store to pay my bills, how am I meant to get you that kind of money?" I lick my lips and smile "I know you can do it, your smart, you'll figure it out" I'm not sure what she was thinking or what I was thinking at the time but we ended up in the bathroom making out with my hands rubbing up her thighs. My thoughts just realised where I was and part of me knew how wrong this was feeling the guilt already swirling inside me...yet I didn't stop. Eventually we were both panting as I fucked her on the sink in the bathroom, my mind completely blank as her moans get louder and I have to put my hand over her mouth to keep her quite. Afterwards I cleaned myself up and walked out finishing off my drink before leaving the bar and heading home.

Once I got inside, everything looked and seemed ok, before I went back to bed I checked on Alec seeing him still fast asleep in his bed. The guilt builds up more just seeing him, I turn around and head into my bedroom getting undressed and collapsing on my bed, turning on my back to stare at the ceiling. Tears prick at my eyes and I close my eyes as tear drops down my face before I fall to sleep.

A/N: ah hello everyone it's been a while, I passed my exams and I've started my first year and already I have mocks coming up after these two weeks so I'm having fun ahaha ha. Uhhh I completely forgot about this book until I saw a comment on the last A/N chapter which was last year in June so yeah it's been a long time, I'm a lot more busy now and I can't remember a lot about this series anymore but over the two weeks I'll rewatch as much as it as I can and I'll try and get a few chapters uploaded here and there, I already have notes ready for what I want to weight but it'll require me to watch the series again to keep writing them so thank you to anyone who is still waiting or support the book you guys are very patient. At this point I would have assumed I would just discontinue the book but I would just feel bad so I will keep writing for you guys as much as I can and I'll update you when I can't write and when I can. So thank you for reading
~ Author Chan