Sid: cookie!
He crease her hairs, feeling his hand she fell in his arms sobbing.
Cookie: dad was i not worth it for this family? Was me a stain on this family? Was I curse for this family for ahan for his parents? Why did god snatch them from me, you know na I can't stay without him. Like mom can't stay without you!
Skip to one month after.
Cookie: jab dil toota hai na tab, kisi ko kuch nahi pata chalta hai. Lakin jab khushiya aati hai tho sab apni nazar gaard ke baith jate hai. Pata hai maa, aap na hoti tho na jane mera kya hota. Aur paa aap tho mere super hero hai aap dono kabhi alag mat hona.
She said while smiling, and tears were ready to flow. Seeing this Sid catch the year in his hands and said.
Sid: now no more crying! You has to move on, for us baby?
She close her eyes nodding in yes. Avneet pull her in hug resting on her chest cookie slept. After all crying for month now she is fed up of crying but the pain which is having in her chest is not going to end for life long.
Avu: you go, let her sleep for sometime. Sid you know when I got the news of you are no more in past i was same, but i was having 2 children and single me. So i was having some hope to live. She, she is just like us stronge and brave.
Kissing her forehead, she pulled more closer towards her. Sid crease her hairs. He control his tears and went for washing face.
Ther was knock on the door. Avu said to come.
Avu: jai! Hi how are you?
She asked.
Jai: di how is she? How is she doing. Didn't even coming out from room. That is not life di, she has to move on now. Di i know loosing someone is very hard, par aise kamre mai bait ke zindagi nahi guzari jati hai. Jab uthe gi mujhe zaroor bulana iska mama isko bahar leke jayega for fresh air.
Avu: pata hai mujhe jai! Ab ham kitna samjhaye. We can't see her crying all day, you only do something for your doll.
Jai kissed cookie's forehead and exit the room.
Avneet was going to keep cookie's head down, but she grab her more tightly.
Avu: cookie! Mumma ko kaam hai abhi, aap aise karoge tho tia ko kon dekhega.
Creasing her hairs, she calmly said to her. Like she is 4 year old. Cookie shook her head.
Avu: ok, tho let dad come then you sleep in his arms or may be chest. Like you used to sleep.
Cookie nods in yes. Sid came from washroom, and sat beside avu taking her in arms.
Avu: bilkul choti bacchi bangayi hai.
Sid: can't do anything. Let jai only handle her, she is listening to him only these days.
Avu: yes.
Avneet cover cookie with duvet on her, she came out from room, leaning on door she start crying. She couldn't handle and went in her mother's room.
Avu: ammu!
She goes and hug her, crying.
Sonia: kya hua? Ro kiu rahi hai.
She asked creasing her hairs, rocking.
Avu: i don't know, i can't see cookie in this state. She is just like dead body and just crying. Mujhe samaj nahi aara kya karu, i am not good mother. I can't handle her. Ammu kya Karu mai. Na kamre se bahar aarahi hai, na theek se khana kharahi hai, so nahi pa rahi, raat bhar jaag kar ahan ki tasveer dekh rahi hai, aur aansu rukne ka naam hi nahi lerahe. Ammu aap ho, mai sab sunarahi hi jab kisi ki maa nahi hoti unka kya hota hoga. Wo kisku jake apne dil ka haal bolte hai.
