I'm not going to contue with this book right now I'm going to need time I'm only 16 and today (apr, 17 2022) I just lost my dad I woke up to my mum trying to wake up my father who wasn't breathing for about 3 years now he was battling kidney failure he was a good father he was one of the few people in this world that wore there heart on there sleave I personally did grow up with my father due to the fact I was taken away at the age of 3 but we were exstreamly close I'm going to have to fight agenst everything I know everything I taught myself I've always been the one to push others away when I'm hurt and I know I can't do that this time but loki if your reading this please help don't let me close off again I'm sorry everyone when ever possible I'll try to update and I'm sorry for spelling errors