Aizawa POV I hated seeing him like this I could feel my heart starting to shatter and break (I'm hurting him by hurting myself how could I do this I'm such a fucking idiot to think that he never cared) I think to myself I fall to the ground next to zashi I pull him onto my lap and hug him telling him "no it's not and don't you even dare say it is. It's my doing you didn't make me do it I did it to myself I'm the only person that you should be blaming" I let him cry into my shoulder comforting him. "I hate myself for making you feel this way" I tell him "sho why did you do it" zashi asked standing to keep himself from crying "I did it because I feel as though no one cared about or loved me I felt as tho I was just a mistake and there was no reason to live that I didn't matter in this world until now when I saw you crying over all of this" I answer back "why would you ever think that no one cared for you" "I don't know" "s-sho c-can I tell you something" " sure you can ask me anything" "sho I-I never mind it's stupid" "nothing you say is stupid zashi" "I missed you sho I really did" "I missed you as well zashi" I replied back to him. After a while I looked down to see hizashi asleep "your so cute when your asleep I love you zishi" I picked him up bridal style and head to my room and set him down on my bed and lean over to give him a kiss on the lips and as I did so he kissed me back he wrapped his arms around my neck not wanting to break the kiss I ended up freezing in place hizashi took advantage of this and pulled me onto the bed next to him
hizashi POV
I felt a pair of lips on mine I ever so slightly opened up my eyes to see it was sho I don't know or care what overtook me in that moment I wrapped my arms around his neck kissing him back not wanting him to pull away and then I feel him freeze up I knew this was my chance so I pulled him onto the bed then I was finally back in control I stopped kissing him and pulled away "I-I'm s-so s-sorry I d-don't k-know what g-got into m-me" I tell him "It's fine zashi I-I was just shocked thats all."
Aizawa POV
" and to b-be honest I-I liked i-it alot" I said becoming a studering mess "y-you did s-so did-" I pulled him into another kiss and he kissed me back once more I slowly open start to open up my life he did the same thing we both slowly start to fight for dominance with our tongues it goes on for a while and then he finds my week spot he squeezes my waist he wins in the end and knew it too so I let him take he rolls over on top of me kissing me more and more then he starts trying to take my shirt off but I stop him and pull out of the kiss and shake my head no not wanting him to see my scars. He looks at me with a questioning look " I don't want you to see them" I ask my voice starting to turn shaky "what do you mean sho see what" he asks "the other scars" I answer back
