𝘗𝘈𝘠𝘔𝘌𝘕𝘛

𝘕𝘌𝘟𝘛 𝘍𝘓𝘐𝘎𝘏𝘛 𝘛𝘖 𝘛𝘖𝘒𝘠𝘖

CHAPTER ONE
... read and find out

Welcome... to Bonten? What does that mean?
"Sanzu won the bet." says Rindo and puts his hand on Sanzu's shoulder. "No shit man I wish he didn't." says Takeomi and rolls with eyes.
"She's still single!" says Ran and teams up with Takeomi. "Sanzu said if he wins the bet you will join Bonten." explains Kakucho and puts his arm around my shoulders.

He made a bet? Just when I thought that I escaped my old life the universe throws me into the same shit but a different aesthetic.
"Has anyone asked her if she wants to join us in the first place?" asks Koko and looks quite unsatisfied while Kakucho had his arm around me. Sanzu comes closer to me and snaps Kakucho's arm away. "Remember my words darling? Your payment will be much more than 13000 yen." he grins and swallows a pill in front of me.

When I think about my option there's only one correct answer and that's to join Bonten. At least if I want to arrive at home alive. This seems unreal, I leave my home, my gang that was like family to me, my lover, just to join another gang. This is sick, this is so fucked up it makes me want to throw up.

What would he think of me now? Could I still look into his eyes and smile innocently as I used to do?
No, since I left something inside me changed. I'm not the innocent little treasure I used to be, I'm fucked up. He wouldn't like this version of me. He would hate me and despite my presence. He would have the urge to skin and burn me alive. He would hate the fact that I still have his gun.

"Thank you Koko, I'm more than happy to join Bonten." I answer his question and he looked at me in disbelief. Something inside me didn't convince him fully but the others on the other hand were already celebrating me as a new member.

"I will take her with me now and bring her to the Bonten building. I want to talk to her." says Mikey, honestly I expected Sanzu to talk back and say that he wants me to get in his car but he didn't. They all agreed and got into their cars. Mikey, you're really the number one. Mikey opened the door for me and I thanked him while I get inside.

He drives first and the others follow him, Sanzu waved as I look into the mirror and I wave back. "Ito Mizuki..." he whispers. It didn't seem like he was talking to me even though he said my name. More so a conversation with himself. "Mikey careful!" I say loudly, he makes an emergency stop which made Sanzu almost crash into the back of Mikey's car. Sanzu let down his car window and screamed loudly so that even we could hear it "Wtf Mikey! I thought I was the one on drugs, keep your eyes on the fucking street!"

Great job Sanzu, now pretty much whole Tokyo knows that you're on drugs while driving a car. "Are you okay?" asks Mikey without taking his eyes off of the red traffic light. "Yes... are you alright Mikey?" I ask him concerned because I was doing fine but he was the one that looked like he's lost in his thoughts. "Sure. I wanted to ask you a question and you better answer truthfully."
I look at him which makes it not easier to calmly breath in and out. I didn't make a sound and he continues with his warning "If you don't... look at the street in front of us. I'll kill the both of us."