when my mother died

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when my mother died

I never thought I'd be 

broken, hollowed out

almost faint in the bathroom daily

until she died

I never thought that 

I'd touch her bones when her body 

was turned to ash

it was very sudden

and quick

it was like a hammer blow 

on the throat

and on the ankles

my dad told me that

death is also a part of life

he was much stronger

my whole life 

I had perceived him weak 

but now I saw the iron will

of a man who has seen

many deaths 

and put the ash and bones 

in Ganga 

and how I had to stiffen up

to have steel like nerves 

and courage of only 

a common man 

who can see someone die 

and flow away majorly in Ganga

partially in the air


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