Blair Gilbert has been through hell, but then she found peace. And Blair Lilith Gilbert was irrevocably and inevitably in love with a monster.
book one of the blair gilbert series, all rights reserved
**NOT EDITED**
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂
"Blair, hey!" Elena Gilbert exclaimed in a scheme to turn on Blairs' emotions.
She knew what was happening. She were here to 'turn her on' but she couldn't. She wasn't coming back. Never again, never, ever again. "Did they send you here for me turn it on? It's time to let go, to let me go. So, are here to turn on my emotions?" Blair asked. "If so, it's not going to happen."
"I'm not here to do that. I'd be the last person, ever." Elena smirked.
"Why are here? Since you not apart of their little scheme." Blair glared at her.
"Actually I'm here to bring you somewhere, to show you what happened." Elena admitted. "Someone died, but this time it was Klaus. He wrote a note, to you, to Charlotte, to Caroline, and to me. I've never felt that much pain, when I hated the man. I just wanted to let you say goodbye. One last time." The tears in Elena eyes were shown.
"Fine, 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦." Blair whispered.
"Klaus? Where are you going, babe?" Blair Gilbert asked her boyfriend.
"Love, I need to go. I'll be fine, I promise." Klaus kissed her forehead. "I love you," Klaus pressed his forehead against hers.
"I love you too." Blair smiled and kissed him. "I won't lose you. Will I?"
"No you won't, I promise you. Always and forever, my love." Klaus returned the kiss.
"Always and forever."
She cared for him. She loved him. Always and forever, my love. Always and forever.
Elena cleared her throat. "Blair? Are you okay?" Elena asked her.
"Mhm. I'm fine. Go!" Blair yelled at Elena.
▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂
Blair was in front of Klaus' dead body. She actually felt remorse. "Why did he kill himself?" Blair acted.
"For Charlotte. Witches wanted him dead, and they threatened Charlie, so he killed himself for her, for you." Stefan let out a breath.
"You promised me, Klaus. You promised me I wouldn't lose you, you promised me you would be okay!" Blair whispered crying. She couldn't take it, she did all of those horrible things, but Klaus died for her and his daughter. She was pathetic. She was a killer. She was unkind, aloof, and apathetic. "I'm so sorry!" Blair closed her eyes and fell to the ground. "I'm so, so sorry!" Blair cried. "What is wrong with me! I let him die! I let him die!" Blair sobbed. "How could I let him die?" Blair asked them. "I should be helping him protect himself for our daughter, he shouldn't have to die!" She felt pain like never before, she felt agony, and disappointment.
"Blair, Blair relax it's okay!" Stefan comforted her. She had to turn on her emotions now she was hyperventilating.
"No! Everything will not be okay! He's dead-he's dead, and it's all my fault!" Blair shook her head. Blair sobbed some more and more, she didn't want to feel this, but she had to. She had to feel. Blair opened her eyes again, her tears still pouring. "He's dead, Stefan! And it's all my fault!" Blair screamed and moaned, she couldn't breathe, she couldn't think, she felt. So in a moment of weakness, Blair turned on those agonizing emotions. She felt everything, she felt the pain she felt when Bonnie died, including when Charlie left, and now with Klaus dead she felt numb.
"It's okay, Blair. Everything will be okay. I promise."
"No! No more promises!" Blair yelled at him. "No more promises!" Blair whispered.
Stefan held her longer. "It's okay to feel pain, let it all come flooding back." Stefan bit his lip.
Blair sobbed in Stefan's arms gripping on for dear life. "Blair?" Stefan asked wiping her face.
Blair continued to ball her eyes out. "I love you so much.." Blair rubbed Klaus' cheek. She kissed him, trying to let him go forever. She had to let go, she had to move on. After all, there was plan there had to be a plan to get him back. They had to get the love of her life back.
"Just feel, just feel, Blair. Just feel." Stefan held onto her tighter.
They had to bring him back. She needed them to. "I love you. Always. And forever." Blair whispered in his ear holding his grey hand. "It's time to let go, baby."
Blair hugged Stefan tightly. "It's okay, it's okay." Stefan kissed Blair's forehead.
"Thank you, Stefan. Thank you." Blair thanked him. "I literally don't know what I'd do without you." Blair laughed sadly, her laughter bitter. It was the first time she laughed genuinely in weeks. She was hurt but okay.
"No problem. Let's get you home, shall we?" Stefan looped his arm around hers.
▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂
Blair and Caroline ran to each other happy to see one another. She hugged the rest of her friends.
She was okay in a long, long time.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
