Small Details {SwanQueen}

Somethings Missing [5]

Regina's POV
When I awoke I was in Mary Margaret's living room with a pounding headache. "Henry" he was sitting at the island eating cereal in his school clothes. "Are you late" he shook his head no. Everyone was still asleep because of how early it was. I checked my phone, it was 7:15 and I had 13 missed calls and 24 missed texts from Robin. I sighed and threw my phone back onto the couch.

"I love you" Henry wrapped one arm around me and then made his way out the door for school.

"I love you too" when the door closed I made my way up the stairs to see if Emma was even here still. She was, sound asleep in her bed. I walked up and sat on the side of her bed. I thought about how lucky I truly was to have her in my life...I grabbed her hand, and when I did she shifted. Exposing a red lipstick smudge on her cheek. Emma. I didn't even know you rolled that way. I giggled and wondered who the lucky lady was. Emma shifted again and I let go of her hand.

"Regina?" She said in her morning voice.

"Yes ma'am" she finally opened her eyes wildly and looked over at me, she smiled.

"How do you feel?" She smirked as she was sitting up.

"Fine, why?" I ask

"Just because, you were super drunk last night. Do you remember anything?" She added combing her fingers through her hair. Still unaware of the obvious kiss mark on her cheek. From a woman.

"I remember you knocking that dude out, and..." I thought about it, I didn't remember anything after that.

"Nothing else?" she asked, almost excitedly.

"No Ms, Swan. Now enough with the guessing games...I see your moving on from Hook quite nicely? What's her name?" I asked as I rub her cheek getting the lip stick on my hand and showing her. She turned fire truck red. She hopped right up out of bed to look in the mirror, only to see that I was telling the truth. Once she saw it, she wiped it off. "Who's the lucky lady Ms, Swan?" She turned red again and answered me.

"No one you know" she said as she placed her hand over the mark that had once stained her skin. Face still beat red.

"Don't worry I'll keep your secret" I smirked nudged her and made my way out of the apartment. When I got back to my house Robin was waiting for me, he was all up in arms. Telling me I need to get ahold of him, telling me that he was worried and everything else in between. I leaned in and kissed him, hoping that would get him to be quite as well as give me time to think of what I'm going to tell him, but when our lips met something was missing. Something was soo off that I jerked my head back and gave him a glare.

"What?" He asked I pulled him in for another kiss, hoping he had just made me angry in the moment, but still....nothing. It was like kissing a stranger. What had changed? He kissed me harder. Making it passionate. I went along with his plans, hoping I would feel something for him along the way. When we were done we were both sweating, tangled in each other. Yet still...nothing...

I was severely bothered by this...I put my clothes back on and went for a drive. I stopped at the troll bridge. I put my head down on the steering wheel. How could this be? Was I losing my soulmate my happy ending? Any other time we've been intimate it's felt like...I don't know true love. I brought my head back up, only for a tear to roll down my cheek. I noticed that the Storybrooke sheriff was parked behind me, but before I even had time to notice Emma Swan was sitting in the front seat of my car.

"What's up" she nudged me. She knew something was wrong and she was the one person I could never lie too.

"Robin..." she kept listening "well I went home this morning and we kinda...ya know"

"Ya" she gestured to go on.

"It felt like...a one night stand...Emma I felt nothing" her eyes grew wide. She was speechless, she threw her arm around me. I leaned my head in onto her shoulder. She laid her head on top of mine, and I thought just for a second that what I had lost had returned...