Lost Wandering Somewhere

The somewhere

(Note: this is my literature dump)

She was lost. Didn't know her direction. The light caress from the wind to her cheek. She wandered, unable to find the right path. Hoped that one day, she'll find something. She lost something of her past. Wandering.. wandering... That's all she could manage to accomplish. Just wandering, in deep thoughts. Locked inside her own head. Watching it is painful. Where was this somewhere? Maybe it will be found soon. The day she so longed for was just a reach away. She could have it all. And yet she still manages to slip. Losing it all.

They were just kids, messing around. Not thinking of any consequence. Her thoughts bounce around in her not so empty mind. Hearing her consciousness telling her to run. But she stays. Her heart flutters by the thought. But she still hurts from it. It was created to hurt. She likes the hurt. That's the only thing keeping her heart going. Pain is the only thing that's real. It's how she knows it will be okay, because she knows if she can feel pain maybe she'll feel like something will come with great deeds. Someone, something, Somewhere. Where is it?

The familiar smell that she loves so much. It follows her. It's not a food nor is it her overwhelming perfume. It's her special someone. The perfect person. She's been told there's no such thing. But in her eyes, just perfection.

She can't feel it anymore. Hopelessness is all she sees. She's falling. Falling into a pit of darkness as the light fades. She reaches out towards the light. No one is there to catch her. Falling hopelessly backwards into the abyss she accepts everything she's ever done. The tears start to flow as everyone and everything she knew fades to black. And yet she smiles. Remembering what she had, glad she had it. Even though it's all ending, she has no regrets, no fear of it ending, no sadness. There's nothing that could make this moment more peaceful. Theres a vision she sees before she leaves forever. She sees someone, two people. They are looking off into the horizon off the ocean. What she did, is give her love to have something better. They moved on. Everyone did. They might be in sorrow now, but later they are happier than ever. She gave them the happy endings they deserve. She finally let go. As the light fades, the red bath water overflows. She smiles for her last time. Her last breath. Her last words were "thank you...". Simple, but it has as much meaning as the phrase "I love you". The world she once knew is gone. The people she once loved, the ones that once loved her were gone. She's at peace. At last somewhere where it's just quiet. Somewhere... She found her somewhere.