A Love Worth Dying For

Fuck you. Fuck me. Fuck everything.

First person
'What. The. Fuck.' I stuttered.
*gia looked at you. Then at ash. And then back at you*  'I- uh ima go..' she mumbled pushing past both of you.
'Amara. It's not what your thinking. I promise' ash said but you wasn't really listening. Everything was quiet. There was a loud ringing in you ear. Everything went fuzzy.and you took a seat on the bath side where ash then joined you. 'Explain. Pleas explain before I loose my fucking shit'  I said with my head in my hands. He wrapped his arm around me as he hesitated to speak. 'Uh. So. Gia, she said she wanted to speak to me. We went to the bathroom as it was too loud. And then she tried to kiss me. I pulled away mara. I swear I did. I was like wtf are you doing and she just stood there confused. Then you came and she left'

Rue narrating
Amara couldn't remember much after that. Just the odd feeling of being swallowed whole, betrayal and disbelief she didn't want to believe that ash had done anything to hurt her. But why would ash go off with gia after she had dragged her. She was to drunk to think about it to be honest. Next thing she new,she was getting in the car going back to fezcos.

Back to you
'Yo lil sis jump in your coming wit us' fezco said to you and you opened the car door 'it's full I'll just walk h-'
'Nah ma, get in you can sit on me or rue idk man but you not walking' ash said in a firm voice. I figured it would probably be best to go home with them anyways. I couldn't really walk in the state I was in. I sat on ash's lap as he cleared his throat nervously.  'What?' I turned around and said to him. 'Huh?'
'Why are u acting all.. acting all nervous like I haven't sat on your lap befo-' I didn't realise I was making ash uncomfortable but I was and gladly fez butted in.
'AYOO. Amara that's enough'
'Ok.'

The next morning:
I woke up in between ash's arms as they was wrapped around me. I could faintly remember what happened last night but I didn't want to move. I should have been mad at him but I felt safe and comfy in his arms. So I laid there. For a good while. Until he woke up that is
'ma. You, you good?' He groaned in his tired voice
*damnnn I thought to myself. I Really don't wanna be mad it him right now..*
'Fuck off.' I said sitting up and pushing him away. He sat up in his boxers and looked me up and down.
'Really? That's how you gon be?' He said smirking at me. I looked at him for a split second and before I knew it I was on top of him and we was making out. I was moving back snd fourth uncontrollably as his hands wrapped around my waist.
'Hell. The fuck. No.'  *shit* we both looked at the Door to see fez staring at us
'Ash get some clothes on and I want both of you in the kitchen' he said shutting the door behind him
'Fuck me' I muttered and got up. Ash looked down and looked back up at me 'uh. Amara.grab me some shorts please'
I smiled and grabbed him some then left the room walking into the kitchen.

WTF I JUST FOUND THIS ACCOUNT N THOUGHT ID MAKE A NEW CHAPTER BC THIS STORY ISNT FINISHED HAHAAH I RLLY FORGOT ABT THIS SHIT. LMK IF YOU WANT MORE I GUESS?? CYAA