A Love Worth Dying For

Oh man.

Rue narrating:
You see. Ash and amara had really fell for each other. Like really hard. Ash had never felt this way before. To be honest It scared him.. and that's what causes him to do what he does next.

"Ayo ash come down here!" Fez shouted up to him while he was cuddled with you "won't be a second ma" he says smiling as he runs downstairs "what's good?" Ash asks "we taking Mara to school today??? Maddy been talking to me she worried for real. She needs to go to school man that shits important" fez sighs
"well it's not my fault I can't force her to go if she don't want to man what else you expect me to do?" Ash reply's frustrated

"sort it out she's your girl! You want what's best for her right?? Then talk her fucking into it man. Ion have time for worrying about her education she needs to be in school end of." Fez shouts as you get up and glance through the door.

Ash came back not long after convincing fez you'd go to school. "Ma. You going school today ok?" Ash says bluntly "do I have to I don't wanna go. I'd rather stay here with you" you ask kissing his cheek "yeah you fucking have to so get ready I'm arguing with fez cos of u." He grunts pushing you off of him "any need?" You ask confused with his behaviour. He really didn't like arguing with fez.

"Yeah now hurry the fuck up! God your always all over me. Your always here! Can I not have 2 fucking seconds to myself? Why don't you go to fucking school man? you think you can just throw your life away just bc you wanna be like me? That's not how it fucking works. Do you know how much you do my fucking head in?? Honestly amara give me a fucking break!!" He shouts as you look down trying not to show any emotion. "Ok. Bye" you say smiling up at him as you grab your shit and leave crying.

*fez looks at ash then at you sobbing. Then to ash. Then back to you as you run outside. He tried chasing after you but before he knew it you had gone* "WHAT THE FUCK MAN?? WHAT DID YOU SAY TO HER?!?" Fez shouts frustrated "WHAT DID YOU WANT ME TO FUCKING DO!" Ash shouts confused "I DONT KNOW BUT NOT THAT. WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU MESS SHIT UP WIT HER LIKE THAT MAN?!? REALLY? YOU THAT STUPID?" Fez shouted back his hands on his head leaning against the counter. "Go get her man. Quick" fez said shaking his head as ash rushed outside

"She's no where to be seen! I can't find her." Ash says trying to keep his cool "your getting yourself worked up. Look I'm sure she's at school by now. Don't worry about it ok kid?" Fez says smiling "yeah. Probably" ash says walking to his bed and sitting down. His legs trembling with anxiety.

Fez went to go sit next to him knowing ash wasn't ok. "You really like her don't you" he says bluntly to ash knowing the feeling. "Yeah. I fucking do. She's my first proper girlfriend. But that shit scares me man. Remember what grandma used to say about love?" Ash Sulked

"I know man but she never experienced proper love. Trust me. What you and Amaras got is special. Really bro shes a keeper. Don't shout at her like that she didn't deserve it. And I'm sorry for shouting at u like that too. I was just overwhelmed. With all the shit going on. But she's a nice kid. And so are you. Don't let her slip away. You won't find many like her" fez says and takes ash to hug him "thanks man. I won't let her go don't worry" ash says smiling

While everyone thought you was at school. You were actually at your stoner friend rues getting high. Like fuck would you go to school. You explained what happened to rue and even she thought it was pretty fucked up. "But isn't everything pretty fucked up?" She shrugged as you shrugged back "pretty much" you snigger and laugh in hailing the joint. Some time had passed and you decided to go home to maddys

*you knock on the door* Maddy you in? You shout as the door unlocks. It was Nate.. "she's upstairs" he smiles and points up to maddys room. You just stared at him not saying a word. You and ash may have not been in the best terms but ain't no way you was speaking to an opp*

"Hey Maddy" you say heading into her room.
"Hey bitchhh! How was school?" She says hugging you "shit" you reply in the most normal way possible "ofc it was. Anyways how's you and ashhh!" She says teasingly "actuallyyyy... some shit went down today."  You said as you explained everything "wtff. Yk what we r going to that party tonight and making him jealous. That's what I always did with Nate, works every time!" She smiles as you role your eyes "yeah but Nates... Nate" you say bluntly "yeah ik but it works trust me" she laughs "if you say so..." you reply shrugging as you both laugh and start to get ready
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SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING THIS STORY IN A WHILE HAD TO FIND THE MOTIVE BUT I HAVE A GREAT IDEA AND THE NEXT CHAPTER SHOULDN'T BE TOO LONG, ILY ALL ❤️