Emma's POV
I nodded and Niall waited for me to go into my house so he could follow. I shuffled a long towards the door, hearing his footsteps behind me. My breathing became heavy, realizing I would be home for a long time by myself.
My hand reached for the Handel, the cold sensation making contact with my skin. I pushed the door open and walked in. I pulled off my shoes and Niall mirrored my actions. My feet took me towards the living room, sitting down on the couch. I pulled my knees up to my chest, hugging them tightly. Niall took a seat next to me, and my heart raced. I think I knew what was coming.
As I rested my chin on my knees, he began speaking "H-have you ever wondered why I don't talk much d-during school?"
I bit my lip and nodded. I really knew how hard it was for him to tell me this. We'd just met, and he was spilling his entire heart out to me. "There's a r-reason behind it all." He started, not looking me in the eyes. He sat as far away as he could from me on the couch, a cushion in between us.I nodded allowing him to continue.
He took a deep breath "W-well since I was born, my parent's had always wanted a perfect daughter. They didn't want a son, but they kept me. They always treat me like im nothing. They don't care about me. They want a girl, not me. When I go home, they kick me, scream at me Damn boy you little piece of worthless nothing, get your ass over here and fucking find a new family god damn, you're not good for us. You''re a nobody. I hear it every day. Nobody liked me at school. They said I was ugly, stupid, gay, a cunt, anything they could think of. I would go home every day, lock myself in my room, and cry," He began to sob as he spoke, his blue eyes glossed with tears "I-I never had one friend."
His face fell into his hands, shaking, spilling his emotions into his hands. A tear fell down my cheek as I scooted across the couch to comfort him. I put my hand on his back, he jumped and looked up at me, wiping his tears.
"Then I found you" he whispered. His eyes searching in mine, for some kind of reaction. I blinked and he continued
"I've only known y-you for one day, you've treated me so kindly and don't call me names. You m-make me feel safe. I r-really would like if we'd stay f-friends."
Suddenly he was in my arms, head in the crook of my neck. His sobbing was muffled as he cried into my shoulder. I held him close, not wanting to let him go. I felt his heard speed up when I rubbed his back, which made mine as well. "Shh" I whispered soothing him. He then startled me, pulling away and gripping onto my shoulders.
He looked deep into my eyes, breathing heavy. I looked into his eyes, lost by what he was trying to achieve. His breathing abruptly became normal. Silence followed out staring contest. He just gazed into my eyes and breathed. His grey crew neck was adjusted as he moved his place on the couch, a little closer to me.
"I-I just want to try something" he whispered, suddenly looking down at my lips. He slowly leaned in, placing his arm across my lap so he had balance.
My breathing quickened as his face got closer and closer. His lips stopped a couple centimeters before mine. His lips parted, allowing his hot breath to layer on top of my lips.
"You ever done this before" I whispered not looking him in the eyes. He let out a huff of new hot air
"N-not properly" He murmured. He started to pull away, but I placed my hand on the back of his neck
"You can trust me" I whispered against his lips. He smirked a bit and then his soft pink lips were placed on top of mine. They tasted of coffee, the warmth bringing back the happiness in his life. His one hand balancing himself, the other gently placed onto my waist. I felt him stop moving and he pulled away.
"I-can't, don't know how." he blushed as he adjusted his glasses.
"You're fine" I said with a reassuring smile. Niall's face was serious and he leaned in again, determined.
His plump lips crashed with mine, making me feel warm again. This time I felt his tongue along the bottom of my lips. I smiled a bit and slightly opened my mouth to see what he would do.
For a couple seconds, his tongue stayed where it had been placed. I moved mine closer to his and gently touched it. He giggled and got the idea. His tongue entered my mouth, wresting with mine. The taste of coffee spilled over my taste buds, making me want him more.
But I couldn't, Niall hadn't even had A friend, so he's not ready for more than this.
His hand was placed back onto my right hip, slightly moving upward and moving my sweatshirt up farther. It revealed a new skin. He moved his hand to that spot of skin. I was surprised at how he was moving.
Our tongues were still tied up, before I finally had to breathe. Our heavy breathes filled the quiet air, taking in as much oxygen as we could. I looked at Niall who was smiling.
"I'll be here for you no matter what" I said to him.
He smiled and then pulled his phone out of his pocket. We'd only been home from hell for about a half hour, so we had a lot of time to fuck around.
"So" Niall started
"Sooo" I repeated him. His giggle was the only sound in the room and he opened his mouth again.
"Did I do ok? Or was I bad. We don't have to do that again.." He rumbled on.
"It was perfect" I said. His cheeks turned pink and his dimples appeared.
"T-thanks" He said scrolling through his phone. "So are y-you ok with your parents?"
"Yeah I guess" I replied looking around the room. "I don't really care right now, I just don't need anymore drama from them so I guess it's good that they're gone"
Niall nodded and changed his position on the couch so he was slightly laying down. His movements inspired me to do the same. I layed down on the couch, stretching my legs out. Niall's feet were by my head, and mine were by his.
He seemed to have mixed emotions about everything. Sometimes he was shy and never wanted to speak, other times he was extremely outgoing and loud.Niall was going to be hard to figure out, but I think I could do it.
My eyes started to close as I heard the blue-eyed boy mumble about giraffes, then I fell into darkness. My peace.
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