(( that's a close up of Tami I drew a while ago I forgot how to draw these days tho :<))
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This is data base log marked N.o1, my name is T4-M1-AA-100 or Tamora. I decided I wanted to keep these logs because I feel as time for me is coming to a end. I apologize for anyone who finds these logs and realized I was aware of my ending soon.
As you may know, when Zane found me, he found only my empty chest compartment, the source of my power being within Zane himself which we found out when we visited our father's home, Dr. Julian. Zane and Jay both worked on the body I had before we found the completed version of my endoskeleton, I found no need to take my heart from him, it was his own.
later, when we met Dr. Cyrusborg ... my other Creator, he stated that "the source of the plate was the Fossel fuels from the Time Dragon, T4-M1's endoskeleton, there is no other replacement" it was then that I knew that the reason for being able to control Time and space was because of the other entity within me.
She is weak, I'm the only thing that keeps her alive but after using my powers so much, the consequences are using up the remaining resources from her skeleton.
we don't have much time.
But within the time I have spent being alive, I realized so much, yet so little. I don't understand humanity or why people will cry when a robotic bird runs out of battery, will it not simply come back after repairs? what's so important about human connections and the need to apologize after a misunderstanding?
life is so pathetic.
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Pixel said we have to be more like humans
But Zane says we are meant to be alive
I don't understand any of them. I don't understand even when I myself am the internet itself, its creator, and I've read so many books and heard so many lectures, yet I still can't figure out all these emotions and connections these humans speak of.
It almost makes my-!!
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The little robot then proceeded to let out steam and had Their head spined as they tried to control themself and accidentally teleported around. This was due to a glitch in their system, a glitch that was slowly killing them.
the noise never disrupted the ninja; in fact, they got used to her teleporting randomly, they used it to train themselves in not being startled so easily. slowly it became a habit, just another quirk in their house. Something so mediocre that they could dismiss this in their time of mourning. Kai, however, made it a habit to always check up on Tami. He didn't know why he did it instead of Zane or Jay who are far more experienced in mechanics like his sister, but he dismissed it as just the habit of being a older brother to his sister for looking out for the strange robot
"Yo- Tami, are you doing alright?" he asked, his voice tired, finally dropping his brave face because he knew he didn't have to keep something up for Tamora. He held her shoulders to make her stop moving and managed a laugh as her head stopped spinning
"You laugh....that's good. Serotonin levels have raised, must I do it again?" the Robot asked
"Doesn't it hurt?" He laughed as he fixed their outfit up and dusted them down
"I am a machine, we don't feel pain, so it is alright if I Tink a bit to make my friends happy, low serotonin levels cause-"
"I-" he interrupted them and held his hand up "Understand! Tami ... but I think it's fine, we just have to process something huge at the moment"
"Something...huge? Oh you mean master leaving for a while? He'll come back you know. It's not like he always leaves and never comes back"
The red ninja stared at her and slowly smiled and nodded
"Yeah, he is coming back...maybe"
"No, he is" Tami nodded, sure of the response. because they are sure, they saw the future and saw so reason for the Ninja to be suddenly depressed with his departure
"He-....okay Tami" Kai simply replied, too exhausted to remind Tami of how humans react to loss
Tamora copied his facial expression, hoping that it will show some empathy and keep kai in a relatively good mood, but the scanner showed he was just as depressed before he came to check up on them. He pulled away from her and pushed back his long hair and sighed
"What's wrong? Did I say something wrong?"
"No-...Tami...it's just...you're not totally human so I understand if you don't but...it's complicated, you'll understand one day, he isn't coming back"
Kai gave Tami one last look before leaving back to the quiet room.
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I had to bring them all to their dorms and tuck them in bed. Humans can operate on their own all the time. Newborns can't walk, same way as adults can't when they experience loss of another life. Now I was sitting alone in the sad room. The room that always seemed cheerful simply by everyone gathering and eating food here.
He was right, I didn't understand, he's gone- but gone for now, right. These idiots just don't listen to me. If anything, the people most certainly near death were them all.
Hearts were slower, they lost apatite, fatigue hit them. These where all symptoms of both sadness and death. My friends were dying but I couldn't help them because I couldn't help myself either. If I even, try I'll die and then I'll actually be lost forever
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If I wish to have a proper battery disk, id need to find another time Dragon. However, during the time my Dragon, Grandeeney, lived there only existed her and her lover. if there was a child, I wouldn't know if it would have inherited her properties.
However, that this is worth everything.
If...I can make my friends happy because of my continuous life-! Then there's only one way I can do this!
DATA LOG- RECORD THIS!! A GRAND ADVENTURE AWAITS!
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(( *insert epic music here* wowwie :>))
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