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Y/n POV
*at home*
  Every now and then I go home just to see how my grandfather is holding up. Even though we don't get along as well as I'd like I still check on him because after all he is family. I take my key out of my pocket and put it in the key hole and unlock the door.

  I walk inside and see my grandfather in the living room. "Hi grandpa." I say putting my key back in my pocket setting my stuff down. "Hello Y/n I see you've returned home instead of staying at the school like I asked of you." He says coldly. I walk in the living room and sit down on the couch across from him. "Well I thought I'd come home to check up on you. I mean I haven't heard from you or checked up on you in a couple weeks." I say looking at him.

  He looks at me almost in irritation and stands up. "You know who I am?" He says. I look at him a little upset because I genuinely care about him, but he doesn't seem to notice since he's still too up in his mafia image. "I know who you are grandpa." I say with a sigh as he sits down. "No wonder I'm not passing the legacy down to you, you care too much about people and I need someone who doesn't care about anyone not even themselves. Even my men can do that and that's why it's going to one of them." He says looking back at the TV.

  I feel the tears coming but I hold them back because I know that would only prove his point if I just let my emotions take over. I refuse to let him see me at my lowest and call me weak. I walk out and head up to my room and pack some more clothes into a duffel bag to take back to the school. After I finish I head downstairs and hear him sleeping.

  I look in the room one more time then head to the door holding the knob. "I'll show you I'm not weak and that I deserve to be the leader one day." I say quietly before opening the door and leaving. I head back to the school and go to my dorm and slam the door sitting on my bed and with that all of my emotions took over. Those words just took a toll on me not my grandfather saying I care too much, but the part when he said he'll hand it over to one of his men instead of me.

  I try my hardest for him and to prove I'm enough and that I deserve that spot. It's like I will never be good enough for him, or I will never live up to his expectations. As I'm lost in my thoughts I hear the door open and quickly wipe my tears. I look up and see Saya walking in putting her hair up. "Hey Saya." I say fixing my clothes so I look normal. "Hey y/n, wait y/n have you been crying?" She asks concerned. I look in the mirror across from me and notice my eyes are red. Great, I forgot my eyes get red when I cry.

  "No." I lie and she sees right through it. "You liar I'm your best friend you can tell me anything." She says sitting next to me. "Well I went home originally to get more clothes, but then I decided to see how my grandpa was doing. Well that turned out shitty because he basically told me I'd never take over the mafia by caring, then proceeded to tell me that he's still giving the mafia over to one of his men which all of that kinda pissed me off. I mean I thought he'd care since we're family, but I guess family doesn't matter when you live in the mafia." I say with a sigh.

  She looks at me like she feels sorry and gives me a slight hug. "I'm sorry y/n, listen I wouldn't understand that lifestyle but I know it's hard for you and I want you to know I will always be here in your corner for you." She says with a slight smile and I return the smile. "Thanks Saya you're a great friend." I say standing up going to change into the bathroom. When I finish I come out in black jeans, black shirt, black combat boots, and a black leather jacket with my hair down.

  "Ooo where you off to?" Saya says. "I'm just going downstairs to practice shooting. I need to take my mind off of my home life." I say chuckling a little and she chuckles too. "Alright have fun girl." She says and I grab my gun and leave. I get to the room and put the headphones and goggles on and get to work, and to be quite honest my aim has gotten so much better.

  I shoot my next bullet and see Marcus walk past almost in front of my bullet. "MARCUS DUCK!" I scream. He sees the bullet and he ducks and the bullet goes straight into the target's head. He stands up and looks at the target in terror. "Jesus that could've killed me." He says looking at me. I set the headphones and gun down and go over to him. "Marcus I'm so sorry I didn't even see you. Are you okay?" I ask concerned.

  He chuckles a little before he responds. "Hey no worries okay you caught my attention before it could hit me, so I'm fine." He says with a slight smile. I couldn't help but smile back, his smile is addictive and it melts my heart every time. God why do I feel this way I mean I know he feels the same way I do, but I don't need to feel this way entirely because what if he loses feelings or only said it to make me feel good. Jesus I need to stop overthinking.

  We stood there in silence for a second until he broke the silence. "Hey can I shoot?" He asks. "Sure, go over to that table and put the headphones and glasses on then use my gun." I say and I walk over with him. He puts everything on and grabs my gun and uses one hand to shoot the target. I watch as he does it and as he pulls the trigger the bullet goes straight into the window. He jumps and I put the gun on the table. "Okay so for a first try it wasn't bad but you need some work Lopez." I said chuckling a little taking my gun.

  "And if you wanna shoot one handed you do it like this." I say taking the gun and lining it up with the head of the target. I shoot and it goes directly into its head. Marcus looks in shock like I killed someone again and I laugh a little. "Damn how are you so good?" He asks in shock. "I've been doing this since I was 11 years old and I've been training ever since." I say and he just looks at me as I take two more shots.

  I hand him the gun and moves his hands to hold the gun correctly. "Now when you shoot you're gonna want to line the gun up to where you want to shoot. Sometimes it won't be directly in the right spot, but accuracy is something we'll work on another time." I say holding his hands and gently lead his fingers to  the trigger.

Marcus POV

Why am I feeling this way? Y/n teaching me how to use a gun just feeling her hands touch mine just sets something off inside me, something I've never felt before. She brings herself closer to me as she guides my fingers to the trigger. I could stay like this forever but I snap out of my thoughts when she starts talking to me. "Now when you pull the trigger you're gonna jolt back a little but it's okay just don't let the gun fall and focus on the target." She says putting her chin on my shoulder focusing on the target.

  "Alright." I say taking a deep breath focusing on the target. She counts to three and we both pull the trigger and the bullet goes right into the target's chest. I look at the target amazed that I actually did it. "See you just did your first shot. Now would you like to try it?" She asks smiling a little. God that smile makes me weak. I nod and aim the gun at the target's head and focus. I line the gun up with the target and shoot and to my luck it goes into the head. I smile to myself and put the gun down while taking all the gear off. "You did it that was amazing." Y/n says smiling. "Well I did have an amazing teacher." I say smiling.

  "Well we should head out of here it's almost lights out." She says while putting the gun in her pocket. I nod and we walk out of the practice room and head to our dorms. I walk y/n to hers since her dorm is closer. We get to her dorm and she turns to face me. "Well I guess this is my stop." She says. I kinda wish we had more time tonight because I'd love to get to know her better. I'm hooked on her. "Unfortunately it is. I wish we had more time I'd love to get to know you more." I say and she smiles. "Well there's always tomorrow, we could do something after school if you're up for it?" She says and I nod. I hug her and she hugs me back.

  We stayed like that for a while until she slowly pulled away. It felt nice to have her in my embrace to just hold her even if it was for a slight second. "I'll see you in the morning y/n." I say and she smiles back at me. "Goodnight Marcus." She says. "Goodnight." I say before she walks into her dorm closing the door. I walk back to my dorm and the only thing on my mind is her. She's got me hypnotized and I want to make her mine.

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