Neighbor// Ryan Guldemond X Reader

forever grateful

After Ryan was done eating one muffin alone and one shared with me, he went to the bathroom aswell.

We decided to go have a walk when he's ready so I can also see the town at daytime.

I packed a little picnic basket with some muffins, juice and a picnic blanket.

When Ryan came downstairs he also put in some things but I didn't really pay attention to it. I closed the basket and started putting on my shoes and leather jacket.

Ryan also put on his leather jacket and we left to the park.
"Thanks for making those adorable muffins by the way. Almost as cute as you."

I blushed, smiled and held his pinky with my pinky while walking.

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-at the park-

We put the picnic basket down next to a tree. Today was sunny, perfect weather for a picnic date.

Ryan set up the picnic blanket thingy and also pulled out our orange juice bottles and snacks.

To my surprise, he pulled out a little piece of paper and handed it to me.
It's a love letter!:

♡♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎♡

My Dearest Y/n,

Everytime I look at you,

I can just think of how lucky I am.

You've changed my life for the better,

and I'll be forever grateful.

I love you,

and I will love you till the end of time.

♡♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎♡

I felt a tear slowly running down my cheek while reading it.
"Awh Ryan.. you're so cute!!"
I jumped over to where he was sitting and hugged him.

He kissed my head and sat me down on his lap. I layed my head on his shoulder/neck area and closed my eyes.

"I love you." We both said at the same time.
I kissed him and got both our bottles of orange juice.

I snuggled up to Ryan even more while drinking my orange juice.
He wiped my happy tears away with his thumb and kissed my cheek.

After our picnic we went back home and I went up to Ryans room when he said he wanted to help his mom with the kitchen real quick.

Ryan POV:

I went up to my room to see what Y/n was doing after 10 minutes of helping downstairs.

With my hand already on the doorknob, I realised the door was locked and I heard sniffling from inside.

"Hey, uh.. Y/n? Sunshine?" I asked and heard some movement inside, probably them grabbing a paper towel.

"Can I pleaseee come in? I want you to be okay." I asked again.

"I- wait-" I heard louder crying.
"I'm uh.. not that sunshiney right now actually." Y/n said with a quiet voice.

"Just let me inside, please." I said trying to sound calm so they would open.

"Okay.." I heard the key turn and Y/n sit back on my bed.

I opened the door and saw them curled up in a little ball with their hair in front of their face. I could still tell their eyes where watery.

I carefully sat down next to them and put my hand on their arm.
They just shrugged it off.

"Babe, you know you can trust me." I felt broken, I just wanted to know what's wrong.

"You forgot to close the door." They sat up still turned away from me.

"Sorry." I closed the door quickly and sat back down, putting my hand on their shoulder.

"I love you Y/n" I said faithfully.

No answer. Just quiet sniffling.

"Come on. You know you love me." I leaned forward to try and look at their beautiful face.

" I do! But I feel like you deserve someone better than me!! Don't you get fucking sick of me constantly crying and being overwhelmed by everything and everyone!!" They yelled at me. "Sorry.... for yelling."

I felt shocked by them thinking all of that.
"Well love actually, I don't get sick of it at all. Like.. don't get me wrong!... I don't want you to be sad. But all I want is you to be happy. I don't care what I have to do to fight it. I just want you to be okay. I love you, I am forever grateful to have you.  And I know it can be hard for you. But I am here for you and I want to be here for you."
They turned around when I said that and I opened my arms for a hug.

They sat closer to me and hugged me back.
"Ryan I love you so much." They said crying a little less.

I wiped their tears off. "I could prepare a bath for you to relax. What do you think?"
I lifted their head up with my fingers.

"I'd love that, thank you." They kissed me and after some more cuddling I went to prepare their bath.

I turned the water on and put a red bath bomb inside. I dimmed the light and put some towels next to the bathtub.

"Y/n! You can come in!" I shouted through the bathroom door.

"You can already undress. I'll make sure noone comes in. The tub will be filled when you're done. I'll get you some tea." I said and went outside.

"Mom! Dad! Mol! Please don't enter the bathroom, Y/n is taking a bath!" I made sure everyone heard it and made some lemon tea in the kitchen.

When it was done I went back to Y/n with their warm tea in my hands.
I knocked and went inside when they said it was okay to.

They were sitting next to the tub with a towel wrapped around them.

"Here, your favourite tea."

"Thanks Ryan" They gave me a quick peck on the lips, put their towel away and stepped into the warm water.

"Just call me when you need me, have a good time. Also.. you look beautiful." I winked and went outside, quietly closing the door.

Can y'all maybe request some things they could do, places they could go to?