From The Dead

Sorry

The mission certainly helped Natasha, the old witty remarks she used to make and the teasing Steve was a sense of familiarity. She was home and that's all that really mattered. On the drive home she realised she had been horrible to everyone, it may not off been her intent but she still did it and she has a guilty conscience hanging over her.

She needed to catch up with everyone, like how they met Yelena or who the awkward brunette was. She missed Clint's kids, they must be so grown up now. "What you smiling at?" Steve asked a smile off his own playing at his lips. "Nothing." She told him although the smile didn't leave her features. "Just glad to be home."

He got lost in her emerald green eyes that he totally forget his was driving and it wasn't till the shouts off the others and Natasha throwing herself across him and turning the wheel for him to dodge the truck he almost went head to head with, that he noticed. "Sorry." He mumbled blushing staring straight ahead.

"I've just been brought back I don't need to die again." Natasha said brushing her fingers through her hair. "I'm thinking about changing my hair." She said aloud to no one in particular. "Again." Sams voice came from behind her. "What colour?" Bucky asked. "Haven't been brunette before I don't know i think it'll look alright." She shrugged.

They arrived home after taking the thug to shield to be dealt with. "How'd the mission go?" Yelena asked turning her attention from the movie. "Good." Natasha smiled, she hopped over the sofa and landed besides her. "They give you a happy pill or something." The blonde mused.

"What I can't be happy to be home with my sister and my family?" The red head smiled even wider wrapping her arm round Yelenas shoulder. "Seriously what have you done?" Yelena asked looking at the three men who shrugged.

"Look." Natasha sighed. "I just I realise I haven't been nice to you since I've been back. I shut you all away for no reason at all and it wasn't fair to you guys. I'm just confused and angry at the man who did this to me, gave me stupid fire hands and a fringe I don't know what I'm more mad about." She explained.

"We understand, it's hard." Yelena told her softly. "And you haven't hurt any off us." Wanda added. Natasha pointed at Steve's wrist. "I clearly did, I tried to kill you all. And Steve took the brunt off all of it. I love all you guys and hurting you is the last thing I wanna do and I've only just realised that I'm seeing some off you for the first time since the snap."

"It wasn't your fault." Steve told her honestly. "I'm gonna sound selfish here, but, I wanted out." She breathed pursing her lips. "We know." Clint said putting his hand on her shoulder. "It'll be okay." He promised.

"I still wanna know who did this to me though." She stressed. It was silent for a few seconds as she stared at her hands. "Do you think this makes me fire retardant?" She asked with a serious expression. "Don't try." Yelena said pushing her hands down. "I wasn't gonna." The red head replied.

"How about I treat us all to a lovely night out?" Tony suggested. "Dinner." He added. "That's a great idea, everyone?" Pepper raised an eyebrow and the all nodded.

"Great! I'll book reservations, you guys get cleaned up and make sure you look nice!"