"You brought me back to life"-Rewritten(GREENWIND)

𝑺𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒆ꨄ︎

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It's been two weeks since the ghost attack. New year is coming soon. The ninjas are really excited for this event- there was a rumor that people of Ninjago city are planning on a massive suprice for them, because of all the things they did! Even though everyone is happy and cheerful, there's only one person who isn't- Lloyd Montgomery Garmadon.

Well who can blame him?

After everything he's been through: depression, anxiety, having a crush who likes him back, him dying-and this time there was a body to burry.

There was few new things that happend to Lloyd after the ghost incident!

He was send to a therapist.

And it was his doing. Actually, he keeps it private so noone actually knows.

Therapy didn't help as much as his friends said it would-for how many years they mentioned it for. Firstly therapist was a real pain in the ass-a fangirl, and Lloyd had to pay her not to share his secrets, problems or that he is even in therapy. But there was one thing that helped.

Writing a journal.

It's been past two weeks since he started, and the idea did came from the therapist- a one good idea.

He's been really glad to start it, just by writing his fears, issues, things that made him happy-he felt like somebody actually listened to him for once.

He writes on daily basis-something like his ordinary day-what he ate, how his training went, his afternoon thoughts, last night dream he barley remembers..

But there were stuff that he wrote, that he doesn't want anyone to know about. Stuff like:

"Just cut half of my right arm, it's full, so I decided to go for my hips, legs hurt to much. :/"
Dec.21.

"I had a fight with my mom, and I don't like talking with Wu...I wish I was brave enough to go and talk with dad, sure he is evil but he still understands me. :')"
Dec.23.

"Is it weird if you space out in the middle of the conversation? Can't hear? Everything goes blurry? There's a ringing in your right ear but not in left?"
Dec.20.

"I visited dad today. I had a very good time-he changed, or he didn't, he is the same man I remember, others just judge him. I might go tomorrow to see him before training. :)"
Dec.28.

"I went to far."
Dec.30.

"I fucked up my life. :/"
Dec.30.

"Fucking pills! Who puts so many, but doesn't put a WARNING about how many you can take!?"
Dec.30.

"I'm dying."
Dec.30.

Well, Lloyd was doing pretty good with this journal of his. Sometimes he would even write about Morro. He already described him on the first page. He doesn't like to go to open, but he does write a thing or two:

"Enemy's to lovers crap, but I got to admit, he made me live life like I never would of if he didn't show up. ;)"
Dec.21.