So, Im writing this on april 22, 2022. First im going to give you a bit of background.
In september 2021 I started dating 3 people. I wasnt cheating, it was all consenual. Its called polyamourous. But anyway, it was really nice, it was like I had everything I ever wanted. 3 hot people who love me for me. I was dating one non binary afab, one demiboy afab, and one cis guy. The cis guy turned on me pretty quick.
One night, I had called him, and he was on a secret phone that he wasnt supposed to have. He answered and told me to just be quiet, but then he started to laugh super loud, his mom caught him, and the next morning he was mad for a bit but said it was fine. He lost his xbox for 4 months and his phones and technology privledges in general. I kept apologizing and he kept saying It was okay. He kept telling me to stop texting me for a bit, and getting mad at me for texting him ever, saying it disturbed him. I would stop for a week then text him again and he would get mad. Finally, I stood up to him, and he yelled at me and told me I was incompetant and stupid, and broke up with me. he broke up with me in february. It was rough, and Im still pissed at him. If I were to see him, I'd cuss him out, and I would never feel bad.
On march 16th, the nonbinary afab broke it off, they said they just didnt have romantic feelings for me anymore. It was 2 weeks of just tears, no anger. then we just kinda became friends again.
Today, the Demiboy afab broke it off today. I saw it coming this time. His mom is crazy, and hates me. Shes manipulative and abusive (not super physical, mostly emotional), so he had to I guess. But some part of me is saying he is using that as an excuse, and is being too pussy to say it to my face that he just doesnt like me anymore. He used note to tell me by the way.
Anyways, I just wanted to get this up. I will vent more and just tell y'all how my life is. Im pretty much done with relationships for the moment, I think I have had enough shit thrown my way.
alright bye,
Phoenix
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