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STORY TIME!!!

Stories that happened to me. Since the new characters name is Korean, I want to tell you guys where I had gotten her name from.

In Pre-K, I had this friend named "Haram". She was fully Korean and at the time I didn't know the difference between ethnicities and stuff so I technically treated her the same as everyone(still do that today but I be careful with my words). She was so pretty and we were best friends. Inseparable. I called her "Doc McStuffins" because we both liked the show and she wanted to become one in the future.

At the time, it was only me and my mom. I never really knew my dad lmao.

We were so close that I visited her house many times where her parents and siblings spoke Korean and fed me full because I was bit "skinny"(I wasn't really but because I only lived with my mom(23-24 years old(technically still teenager) they kinda believed i wasn't being fed much and was worried since I was missing from school during some days(it was because I was living with my grandmother on the other side of town sometimes lmao).

Anywho, we were really nice friends and I had asked "why does your mom speak differently sometimes". I was a dumb child but she was knowledgeable which kinda made me think now that I had a crush on her(I was a weird kid lmao). She told me it was because of her identity and culture(used different words but I forgot the exact ones lmao). She said she was born in a different country and that that was her identity or who she was.

I immediately understood and never asked again.

Her parents were soo nice to me and I really liked that because my mom acted like a teenager when I was child, leaving me with other people and letting me be out on my own.

I've learned something from Haram and till this day I miss her since after Pre-K, me and my mom moved because she had another kid with my stepdad and I havent seen her since then.

I am actually crying while typing this lmao. I respect every culture and wish to learn more about them as I live my life's journey. So plz tell me your culture in the comments and special facts about them. I want to learn more about life since I couldn't learn much from my old friend.

I told her name was beautiful when her mother told me that it was a name for pretty young girls. Now I know Haram is of Arabic origin, meaning "forbidden" haha. If I have gotten it wrong, please educate me.

One memory I do remember is when her mom and brother were talking about me. I dont know if it was bad or good but I guess they didn't really blasian kids lmao because they said I looked half Korean but that wouldn't be good because i have no father and my mother is black

-_-

Not everyone is like this but I kinda wish I didn't remember this because now looking back on it, it did hurt my feelings.

They were talking about a dad I had never had including a mother who wasn't taking care of me at the time(she takes care of me now. No worries). I kinda felt unwanted the way they looked at me but I brushed it off because I was 4-5 years old(lmao my first memory was when I was 3 years old so please dont judge me. I was told I had great memory haha and I literally remember something YEARS ago).

Also I'm not claiming to be half Korean because I again i don't know my dad. They said those words that had hurt me but since it was long ago, why dwell on the past. I feel stupid for remembering it because it made me feel like I was unwanted haha.

+I had gotten the surname "Nam" from the internet. I like how it sounded plus the meaning was pretty great. "Forbidden South".

Nam=South
Haram=Forbidden

What does that mean? Educate me if I am wrong please. I need to learn more.

Ok well story time over. I will tell more again sometimes later.

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